[ JUNE 28 ] [ 2014 ]

GOMEN IM HELLA LAZY AND HAVE NO WILL TO DRAW SO JUST GONNA UPLOAD SHIT AND RUN TO PLAY FE: A

these are from the last three days that's how lazy i've been haha

[ JUNE 26 ] [ 2014 ]

mY EYES ARE BLURRY GOSH DARN DIDDLY

talking about cosplaying rn with rieka so i didn't feel like tyring too hard on my cray of the day lol. a back shot of aya from mad father, my usual fall back ahahahaha.

OKFACE FEELING DISCONTENT DRAWING SO GONNA PLAY FE: A

[ JUNE 25 ] [ 2014 ]

tOMORROW IS PAAAAAAY DAYYYYYY

a-ya was my cray of the day, but that was just an excuse to combine that and my palette memes, lol. * q* regardless, palette 4 is still really hard for me! buT I DID MY VERY BEST!!

i really loved his face in the sketch, maybe i'll dig it back out and redo this properly!

a-ya from shuuen no shiori // bookmark of demise

and then i got seto with palette 14! i've been meaning to finish this!

* q* i was happy with his hair, it looks like paper or smth! but the bg smh i cannot bg for shit man. anyways, seto from kagerou project // mekakucity actors ya.

* q* art trade with starrynightfairytales on tumblr, hehe!! their oc who i think is named john!

this is noemi, a new oc! hehe her concept sketches were done last night! ' 7' SOME MORE SHIT ABOUT HER:

her story is about a group of... uh... not kids, lol, people. that form a team and just play sports. they're a bunch of hood rats that range in incredibly various ages, lol. she lives in the same apartment complex as one of the older ones.

i think she probably going to some adult school or something, i doubt she passed high school lol.
she kinda a ghetto girl and has gotten into a few fights, but whatever, they were all hos so she had to beat their shit, you know?

possibly has a little girl, too, loling, idk yet. that i gotta decide. if she does, the kid's only 12-24 months, so.  pretty young! * q* ya will decide more later!

aaaaaa too tired to finish this one! the boy from yesterday! i think i'll end up redoing his! i'm not too fond of how incredibly plain it is, lol. even tho i know for sure i want him to have that big sweater, i think it's cute!

his bored demeanor hides his hidden sadistic side?? it doesn't show up often but in the heat of a game, when it really gets under his skin, he'll let it loose. i'm still laughing that it's possible he'll be the first to punch somebody out in the middle of a game, omg. 

basketball is their main game, but they do all kinds of sports. even golf and tennis, i'm sure.

uhhh ya WHEEZES VERY TIRED IDK WHY?? I WANTED SOME TIME TO PLAY FE: A BUT AHH I'M PROLLY JUST GONNA SLEEP

tbh, i haven't touched my game in a couple of days, weeps. i really don't have time to do anything, it makes me really sad...

[ JUNE 24 - 25 ] [ 2014 ]

OH MAN I FEEL LIKE IMMA SLEEP GOOD TONIGHT

* q* happy birthday to my oc himeko hehe!! /// she's the girl that shun's got a big crush on, and i can't wait to get further into the chapters of 28!

i just wanted to draw a kuro mary tbch there is no flimsy, shoddy reason to give. other than i just wanted to smh. mary from kagerou project ya.

WORKING ON A SETO PALETTE HEHE

this is a wip tho i gotta fix the sweater shading and the bg ahahaha

OKFACE TIRED AND GOTTA GET UP A BIT EARLIER THAN USUAL SO G'NIGHT

[ JUNE 23 - 24 ] [ 2014 ]

wAAAH I GOT TO SEE MALEFICENT IN THEATERS HEHE ///// * q* it was a good movie and really enjoyable!!

okay today's cray of the day went to shuji bc omfg he's really crazy

like no seriously he's beating up his brother for just talking to chiaki omg??? shuji pls you need to calm down or smth omfg. you're freaking her out and she just wants to help bUT THE OTHERS ARE GETTING REAL TIRED OF GETTING BEAT UP AND SHIT I DON'T BLAME THEM FOR AVOIDING HER?? especially taiga omg and poor tomiji is just tired of shuji's bullshit smh.

i love shadow pics bc i usually put the shadow behind them, bc they conceal who they really are. or they don't realize what they really are.

but shuji is facing his shadow. bc he knows what he's hiding and what he is. and he doesn't mind one damn bit.

* q* HEHEHEHE FLAT COLORED HIMEKO!! I JUST GOTTA SHADE HER TOMORROW FOR HER BIRTHDAY!!! //

IM LOLING THIS IS GOING TO BE THE START OF SMTH AMAZING TBH

my ghetto fabulous girl from a new story me and rieka accidentally made up omfg--- the ghetto girl of the team!

the story focuses around a ragtag group of hood rats that, uh, drastically range in age lol. she's basically the youngest and only girl, and she meets up with her... creepy old dude friends lmfao-- to play streetball and shit.

they like basketball best, but they do all sports, even ping pong! i'm thinking she's like 18-20?? btw i'm thinking she might already have a kid lmfao.

my ghetto fab princess tbh.

JK HE'S YOUNGER

didn't think i'd get a concept down for him tonight but i did!! hehe concept designs for another boy on the bball team. he's a 15-16 year old boy. a very shy and quiet type that doesn't speak much. it's more like you have to talk to him and get him warmed up and he'll talk to you.

and he does smile, but only if he genuinely feels like smiling, like if you make him happy or smth. also like the rest of his team i don't doubt he has a temper, i think tbh a sadist type would suit him. sort of like an okita type??? the way okita goes about it??? ya.

OKFACE GOTTA SLEEP G'NIGHT

[ JUNE 21 - 22 ] [ 2014 ]

mY HEAD HURTS it was a long day cries into hands.

it's been a while since i've drawn rina oh gosh.

lol recently shuji's been reminding me of somebody, fucking up so much. and i was like oh. it's rina lol. you can argue that shuji fucks up greater than rina, but that's only bc his story doesn't focus on a larger problem at hand. rina's story doesn't revolve around her. there's much more at stake than just herself and even her entire cast. it's a global phenomena.

when you pit that against shuji's problem that affects the whole cast, you can easily say ""oh he's worse tho.""

rina's okay with dying. she does things to get back at others, even if she does things she'll regret. she did them in the heat of the moment. she's okay with compromising the safety of every single person trying to protect this earth. because she ""loves"" him and thinks he should get another chance.

she befriends the enemy. she says stupid things that'll get herself in trouble. she does stupid things that'll get herself hurt-- or even others. rina fucks things up. not just for herself. for everybody. she doesn't think about the consequences of everybody else, just herself and whoever she's trying to get into her deal. or, on the other end of the scale, she's okay with just getting killed.

so ya. i think rina fucks up just as badly as shuji. he puts too much concern on chiaki and himself, while rina only considers what she wants at the end of an event, even if it costs her life.

oKAY GETTING HIMEKO STARTED EARLY RAUGHS A LOT bc i'm gonna be too lazy on the 24th to do it all in one go.

anyways hehe!! my chibis are changing a bit since i haven't been drawing them lately??? also probably those konoha chibis i do that are super simple, my chibis are getting even more rounded. which i'm glad for! i love rounded cute squishy chibis hehe. ////

this is for himeko's birthday, ya!!

loling seeing ifi could do them by memory but it's really colors i get wrong, not so much design???

OK THERE WAS ANOTHER WIP BUT LAZY G'NIGHT

[ JUNE 20 ] [ 2014 ]

MY HEAD HURTS

today i drew hito * 7*////// what a loser

AND THEN i missed drawing konoha so

when you have friends, you do sleep overs, ya? ' 7')9 so he crawled into shintaro's bed in the middle of the night! oh and to make sure ene felt included he brought her along, too. friendship sleepover!

okface i have a very long day tomorrow so g'night

[ JUNE 19 - 20 ] [ 2014 ]

nOT EXCITED FOR SATURDAY smh

HHHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAIZO MY DARLING ///// idiot. his bday is 6/19 hehehe!!

HNNNN I'M BOTH ANGRY AND HAPPY WITH THIS ONE? i looove the colors so much oh gosh //// i really love that blue and yellow dhfljakdfafd throws self off a building ((with ayano))

kagerou project // mekakucity actors art yayaya

ene why don't you have red you threw the groove off smh
i feel like i could have sharpened it up nicer just a wee bit but i got lazy??? loling gomen ne ene // azami // ayano oops

OKFACE GOOD NIGHT

[ JUNE 18 ] [ 2014 ]

i CAN'T WAIT TO GET PAID NEXT THURSDAY WHEEZES

tbh in the summer my days go by paychecks

i feel like i haven't drawn konoha in a while weeps i didn't like this one loling a lot at the anatomy

wHEEZES HEHE tomorrow's cray of the day, did it early! it's miwa raughs i got her colors down i just gotta do a nice ref. anyways the more i think about her and work on her the more she freaks me out when i realize she's just an ordinary human too?? she's not the monster under the bed or in the closet, she's a human being that laughs and cries and loves, too.

when you give a monster their humanity-- no, when you realize a monster is a part of humanity and is the same as you, it's a scary realization?? here we have the ruler, the leader, the queen of an honest to god cult omfg?? she leads them? okay'd an entire project that's entire point was to make a life or death game for a group of orphans omg??

and here she is. laughing and smiling and having fun like any normal person on a saturday afternoon.

OK IM V TIRED AND GOT WORK SO  G'NIGHT

[ JUNE 17 - 18 ] [ 2014 ]

I MISS WRITING LOTS ABOUT EACH PIC MAN I GOTTA START THAT UP AGAIN so i can give everybody novels to read like in the past.

ok we gonna start with my cray of the day. has anybody played rule of rose? lmfao it was banned in a few countries for the content and i'm the proud owner of a copy mwA HA HA NO REALLY THO I ADORE THIS GAME IT'S SO DARK AND THERE'S SO MANY LITTLE THINGS I DIDN'T CATCH HOLY SHIT???

Anyways it's Diana hehe. I wanna replay really badly! I wonder if they'd ever put it on PSN, probably not considering it's been banned in tons of places lmfao.

For the record it wasn't even anything graphic or nothing smh it's just a lot of... ya when you understand you're like jfc.

ok then i did palette 4 with konoha and this is honestly the hardest palette for me to work with omfg?? these colors make no sense together for me weeps into the distance.

but for konoha. i will do it.

aHAHAHA IT'S FUNNY BC I LITERALLY STOPPED HALFWAY THROUGH anyways i will twist absolutely anything to make any characters appear evil or like the villain.

anyways the basic idea was wtf who was that seto ancestor omfg?? in the anime?? then i was like. wHAT IF //CONSPIRACY THEORIST OK DON'T TAKE ME SERIOUSLY LIKE I SAID I JUST like making characters evil okay my biggest dreams are evil haruka//konoha or ayano or seto or mary tbh//

azami created this other world for her family and her so they can live together forever, such happy family. three people came to off the monster. two died, one lived. it was a mistake.

down the line, ayano be introducing her siblings to her friends. seto thinks that konoha is really cool okay. and he goes home and is like IMMA MAKE A CHARACTER TOO but it's just a black konoha tbh. kano is like lol okay that's why you wear green you uncreative child.

but looking at konoha irritates him. he looks too much like that guy that that other world was made for. even tho he wanted it, it's still irritating.

so kuroha is the snake's face, who is simply just seto(?) being bitter and cruel and laughing in her face AND SHIT FUCK I FORGOT WHERE I WAS GOING WITH THIS. ya i bent a lot of the rules and canon to do aS I PLEASE RAUGHS A LOT EVIL SETO PLS /// EVIL HARUKA PLEASE /// EVIL AYANO PLEASE /// ty ty.

oKAY WHEEZES KANO WAS PALETTE 10 AND IT WAS A LOT OF FUN????? ehehehe i was really excited to do the background im sorry kano lol. oh also his hair i wanted to play around with different ways to do hair! i crapped out at the clothes tho i was like you know what??? this is good enough lol. //moonwalks out

these palette memes are really pushing me out of my comfort zone which i really needed, so i'm really grateful! i'm using colors and ideas i never would have otherwise.

mikoto making akemi wear his robes is creepy too. but like if she really did go to take a shower and he got hre clothes washed, it's either sit naked or wear his shit??? and idk which freaks her out more, i think being nude in front of him, so.... robes it is.... lol.

this gonna be my cray of the day tom- toDAY AHAHA it's past midnight

OKAY SO

chiaki has a really bad family situation? she's an only child to a mom and dad.  her mom lets her dad do as he pleases and it's not that he hates chiaki or anything it's just he's a violent person and takes it out on her more often than not?? very much ""you're my daughter so i own you"" type???

and he has stupid ideas like ""you have to look like a girl"" and ""be a girl"" but don't you dare date or let any boys near you. don't like any of them. don't let them like you??? but be as cute as possible and yAH HE'S VERY BACKWATER MY DAUGHTER MY RULES. like wow loling he'd probably sell her to a 70 year old man that gave him 4 goats tbh i s2g.

anyways ya like. if he suspects she's been with a dude like. uh. well tbh it's not v pretty or nice i see him probably asking her where you been??? oh ya really?? ok. and the way i visualize it. he's gonna just lunge at her. which she knows that means she's in trouble for whatever reason ((breathing probably this time)). and he's gonna pin her down and rip down her shirt/? he's not even interested in his daughter like that but just to see if there's hickeys or smth he's gonna look.

tbh i can see this already have happened in the past??? not currently while she's dating shuji, she's learned to cover her tracks much better since then???

BUT YA he really is that type to, uh, rape her just to prove if she's a virgin or not. if she bleeds, she was. and he'll trust her again? if she doesn't?? i really dunno whta would happen tbch. LIKE YA WOW HER DAD IS VERY CONTROLLING AND DEMANDING SMH. she just wants a happy life. ' v' but she feels more like the source of everything bad, tbh...

OKAY WHEEZES G'NIGHT

[ JUNE 16 - 17 ] [ 2014 ]

wEEPS MY DAY CAME AND IS ALREADY GOING IM SO SAD

i pixeled aiyana bc i was feeling artsy and then halfway through i wasn't lol

pALETTE MEME STUFF WOW THIS WAS HARD i gave up halfway through lmFAO

konoha and hibiya with palette 16! some mekakucity actors // kagerou project

shuuen no shiori // bookmark of demise project! *//q//* some d-ne and b-ko hehe some DB! used palette 14 for this one, i had fun! i mostly wanted to play with colored lineart, im really weak when it comes to using different colored lineart that's not black or dark dark dark red ((basically black lol)).

lol just a random insert doodle

do you think shintaro ever did that thing where you move your head around to try to see different angles of a character on screen?

sCREAMS I WAS GOING THROUGH OLD ART AND Z WAS PART OF THE TOPIC AND SUDDENLY I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AGAIN he's like a year old what is this

he's rieka's oc and imma punch walLS DOWN HE'S SO CUTE

the ""what the fuck are we"" club lol.

current members: z and "devil" aiyana. BC NOT ALIVE BUT NOT DEAD EITHER?? NOT HUMAN?? WHAT YOU BE/??

OKFACE I SHOULD REALLY SLEEP GNITH

[ JUNE 15 - 16 ] [ 2014 ]

my head/eyes hurt weeps into the night sky

BUT DAY OFF TOMORROW JOYOUS CRYING

i got rika furude from higurashi no naku koro ni for a palette meme hehe /////// that's supposed to be hanyuu behind her but she's so faint lmfao

i ended up hating it weeps

i was trying to pixel for cray of the day but i suck cries

[ JUNE 14 - 15 ] [ 2014 ]

OH MAN I CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAy bc day off

yes hi today's cray of the day was kuroha

mekakucity actors // kagerou project // kagepro

and then i changed my url on my main blog to kuroja lmfao

ayano with palette 8

THIS PALETTE I'M IN LOVE WITH /// LLOOK AT THOSE COLORS SCREAMS ////

I GOT A REQUEST TO DO HIBIYA //AND// KONOHA IN 16 SO UH-- -LOLING AT KONOHA

those are placeholders tho-- i gotta really play with colors to get what i want this time--

OK GOOD NIGHT

[ JUNE 13 ] [ 2014 ]

IMMA PASS OUT TONIGHT im so tired

ritsuka for cray of the day

mostly bc he wears a lot of black and im lazy lmfao

SHIT IM TIRED OK GOOD NIGHT WEEPS

[ JUNE 12 - 13] [ 2014 ]

hehe i hung out with rieka today for a couple of hours! * 7*)9

i did palette 13 with kuroha hehe! * 7*)9 he LOOKED LIKE A ZOMBIE AT FIRST LMFAO SO I ADDED LOTS OF SHADE TO HIS NECK/CHEST AREA TO LIVEN THAT UP.

kagepro // kagerou project // mekakucity actors ya

Screams I REDREW IT

iori and tatsuya omfg they make me so sad why does tatsuya gotta start off dead in the story //weeps into the night sky

it's a redraw of

tHIS SCREAMS FROM DECEMBER 2010 APPARENTLY IMMA CRY



everything is annoying i cannot believe