[ SEPT 19 - 20 ] [ 2017 ]

I actually got out of bed yesterday to draw more lols dhakljdhsf BUT WAS TOO TIRED/LAZY TO UPDATE THE LAST POST, SO HERE IT IS.

Nier: Automata fanart whoooaaaa.

Okay so I started this game and got the platinum trophy in four days, IT'S LIKE, MY MOST PROUD ACCOMPLISHMENT??? T____T!! Stress playing haha.

I spent a lot of that time as 9S to hack checks and enemies, and I got super attached to him. I MEAN... I ALREADY REALLY LOVED HIM, SO... IT JUST SPIRALED OUTTA CONTROL, LIKE HIM.

But ya gosh... help 9S... somebody... ; u;

AHAHAHA //DRAWS SHIT NOBODY CARES ABOUT!!! :)))

For once, I don't really have anything to say... I feel like such a broken record?? ' ~';; About Aubrey, that is...

Regardless... it's all a matter of perception... it's really complicated... I think it's sad, that's all

ok gnight

[ SEPT 18 ] [ 2017 ]

PHEW, I LIVE!! T___T been working a lot (THE HOURS WILL BE PICKING UP THO) and playing games in breaks haha!!

I did a commission but I haven't asked if it's ok to upload anywhere! ^ q^ So I'll keep it quiet for now, haha!

First is, ofc, Aubrey, my daughter, SIGHS,

It was literally a warm up I think???

I also drew Rieka's OC, Rue! SHE'S SO CUTE... GONNA PUSH HER MORE IN THE STORIES //// I still... rly like... Rue/Nakazo... THINK THEY'RE GOOD FOR EACH OTHER,

And lastly is a quick lil comic I did of Rina and Damien? ME, ALWAYS: I COULDN'T SAVE AUBREY FROM AN EMOTIONALLY DRAINING RELATIONSHIP, BUT I CAN SAVE RINA. Tbh I do think she'd like Damien a lot?

But I think the thing with Damien is... realistically, she DOES visually like Miles? He's handsome, and I think naturally she'd be attracted to somebody more successful than her (which isn't hard). He's got a cool personality and he's smart. On the base appearance, he's what she'd look for. But that doesn't mean it's her only type?

Damien himself is sweet everybody, all girls and boys. It's easy for Rina to think he's treating her no differently. Even when he does go out of the way for her, it's easy to explain it away as him feeling bad for her being a loner. And even so, she doesn't think it's easy for people to love her. She beleives she has to work for it- and she didn't work for Damien.

I think as long as Damien eventually makes it obvious to Rina he's got a good shot at winning her over- the sooner the better? Tho esp bc Damien is so warm to her and Miles is quite cold, I don't think he'd have to work hard even if she DID end up getting with Miles again somehow.

I'd almost daresay... like, from what we had previously. IF Miles/Rina were a thing again, and he saw those feelings between Damien/Rina... out of the, I'd alomst say out of some form of "love", break up with her and at that same moment, push her towards Damien. Maybe in a "you got x amount of time anyways cause imma throw everybody here in jail or kill you all" way but u know LOLING.

My guess (IF NOTHING TRULY CHANGED IN TERMS OF FEELINGS,) would be Miles would have enough of a human heart to push Rina away- maybe even hope she'd break off from the group and go away- it's hard to fake all those emotions 24/7. BUT THAT'S TO ASSUME THEY EVEN MADE IT TO THAT POINT IN THE FIRST PLACE THE SECOND TIME AROUND HERE,

BUT YES OK, VERY TIRED SO GONNA KNOCK OUT. TT;; hopefully be refreshed tomorrow, after work, to draw haha!!

[ SEPT 5 - 6 ] [ 2017 ] [ NSFW ]

DSHFLDKSJFDSF MY BACK IS IN SO MUCH PAIN IT'S NOT USED TO TRYING TO DRAW NO MORE??? T uT

art trade with rieka! i have a commission i need to shade but no matter how much i try, i dislike the shading?? T uT so been trying to draw lots to get back into shading lol, since you know, all i've done for months is crap sketches!!

demi!! she found a rare herb~

OOPS I REALLY FELT LIKE DRAWING NSFW, so I ran to Soren as I normally do, LOL.

not a lot to say other than I'm happy with it~

I'LL UPLOAD TOMORROW TO OTHER PLACES YA OK but for now g'night

[ SEPT 4-5 ] [ 2017 ]

^^ Had a lot of fun for my past birthday, haha!!

Drew a random Heather! ^ q^ I miss drawing some OCs, I think I just need fresh topics? Maybe? Or like, exciting to see what characters look like in my style now that it's been a couple/few years!?

YASS OK randomly also wanted to draw Emilia!!! I know she's gonna live thru the night of horror, and I think she'll take it the best? But that's probably bc she's not like. close friends with everybody LOL???

HDSHFS CRITO WHOA //DUSTS OFF DESIGN DFHLSFJSDF

revisiting a lot of old designs and i'm so happy redrawing them??? thx @ rieka for these great designs

Slowly getting back into the groove of drawing again! >_< Hehe, drew Ari! Another of Rieka's OCs hfdklhfdsfkjhdsf A VERY OLD OC, HAHA, I hope I didn't fuck her up oops.

HKLDJSFSFDS i have no excuse for this other than wanting to draw Jace nipples, ngl LOL.

I'm really enamored with having an OC with pierced nipples?! I would never want to myself but dhfakjdhfsf?? IDK I USED TO HATE THEM BUT I THINK JACE PULLS THEM OFF NICELY,

DHFKDHSFDSF Dojima is my resident hobo OC so ya, tryna think of an OC companion to give Aubrey for her lil runaway AU? I MEAN TBH, I WAS GONNA MAKE UP SOMEBODY FOR HER and eventually move them to their own story (possibly u know, with her doppleganger, Audrey, that I s2g will be real). But ya.

Gave Dojima a try,,, THEN I REMEMBERED HE MURDERED A GIRL SO YA. Just a fun pic LMFAO

ALRIGHTY I AM VERY TIRED, but so happy to be getting back into it!!! i lost my drawing spirit but tonight really helped. T___T ok gniight

[ AUG 31 - SEPT 1 ] [ 2017 ]

FDHKLJFDSF OOPS, WAS TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD THIS ART FROM A FEW DAYS AGO ahahaha

Ahahah, unsurprisingly, it's more Aubrey. She's a lot easier for me to draw over Aiyana. mOSTLY CAUSE... IM RLY PICKY... HOW TO DRAW AIYANA... and her hair hdsfljsdf

AUBREY IS VERY EASY, AHAHAH and she has all my favorite aesthetics... wheezes softly...

AUBREY AGAIN AHAHAHA I love imagining her in an AU where she DOES run away from home?

Actually, I think she'd be REALLY good at trekking it by herself out there? She's naive, young, and inexperienced but I think she's got the wit and instincts to help her out? She's also pretty brave, in terms of woods and secluded areas where SHE feels safe enough to sleep or hunker down?

It's cities and towns she'd feel really outtta place. She'd definitely gawk at sights and genuinely enjoy her time taking selfies?

I also love imagining her running into each of the apoc OCs? How she'd communicate to each, if they'd keep in contact for how long, learning new things, gaining new insight and giving new insight? Like Elise, if she were lost and bumped into Aubrey? Aubrey trying to find her mom and dad, the two enjoying themselves even tho neither can verbally communicate?

YA... VERY CUTE... TT

TT OK TOOTHACHE KILLING ME, gnight