[ JAN 30 ] [ 2019 ] NSFW

FDSFHDSJKLFHSDF hello i don't feel good and have been binge playing tales of vesperia... what a good game... SO GLAD TO PLAY THE PATTY AND FLYNN PORT... stupid 360 fdhslfjksdf TAKING THAT AWAY FROM ME BACK THEN

DSFSFKLHF FINISHED THIS NSFW COM FINALLY!! for SoraDeathEater on TH!! ^ q^

i have one more nsfw commission (for the same person)...
i have one art trade (shading rn)...
i have one art raffle prize (sketched)...

THEN I CAN DRAW FOR MYSELF HLFKJSF wheezes night

[ JAN 15 - 16 ] [ 2019 ] NSFW

oof i keep typing 2018 fhskdjlfsdf

more NSFW! working hard on coms haha~

commission wip!! the thumbnail looks a lot like lineart omg fdshlkfjhsjfkd IT'S A SKETCH,, LOLS,,

FDSHLKJSFH SOME NOT NSFW LOL~

riho!! i actually had this shaded for a couple of days but slapped a BG on it just today ahaha.

^ q^ THAT DBD POUCH IM MAKING IS COMING IN SLOWLY!! just gotta figure out a cute shading for these then figure out a bg huffs.

gnight

[ JAN 14 - 15 ] [ 2019 ] NSFW

^ q^  i've gotten some commissions i am very happy!

NSFW thigh up commission for Toki @ Toyhou.se! ^ Q^ their very cute adorable oc ///// i had a lot of fun with the skin in this one?!

hehe i'm actually pretty happy i'm getting so many NSFW commissions! it means i can practice it and that it has to be decent for the price for me to get them! ^ q^////

commission wip! this one was difficult for me to pose, i didn't want him to be completely covered by her,,,

OK SCREAMS i only did coms today haha~ ok gnight~

[ JAN 12 - 13 ] [ 2019 ] NSFW

fsdhlfkshf payday needs to come NOW tearplzz

I WAS FCKING DYING DRAWING THIS!!! FCKING HDFLKSJHFDJF AMBER AND RIEKA!!!! LOLING!!

spawned 'cause we were talking about dwight's twiggy legs and then we got on the topic of dwight/killers... and amber mentioned huntress...

BUT THE SNU SNU SCENE IS ALL I COULD THINK OF so i had to redraw itfsd afdsfhlksdfj IM DYING

NSFW WIP! i need to fix the anatomy a bit squints, but send it off! fhldskjfsdf i try not to cover the body too much with items and such but they asked for him to be covering his face a bit! ^ q^//

ahhhhh making myself a lil pouch!! ^ Q^ of DBD! i might just make it a personal one tho, 'cause idk if I can manage to sell DBD merch lol! i'mma make one for myself and amber for sure, prolly rieka too! IDK IF VIV WANTS ONE SINCE SHE DUN PLAY IT THAT I KNOW OF??? but i wanna try artscow!

WHOA ARASHI

9) WEIRDEST OC. OH BOY IT GOES TO ARASHI.

in the realm of anime, he's not that strange at all, but for a more realistic series, yes he's quite strange. tho not completely his fault- he's acting out purposefully bc he just kinda gave up all his fucks lol!

tho honestly incredibly eccentric, he is quite intelligent and motivated, never quitting until he gets what he wants. in the future, he'll go on to study medicine; a career nobody thought he was serious about when he'd say that in high school!

10) VILLAIN OCS?

i have quite a few, but a lot are rather complex! except muerto (a given name by humans), who is a villain thru and thru, aiming for annihilation and destruction, i guess you can say!

muerto is ultimately killed by aiyana- who also dies in the same fight. bc she technically died she fulfilled the prophecy. however, since muerto dies before her, he doesn't get to claim the throne. instead, it falls into her lap, letting her become the new unlawful dark overlord of the spirit world.

her bitterness won this title for her, and in the second part, many years later, she's the villain of the story. the aiyana at the top is her devil form and ultimately, she'll accept her villainess title and go along for the ride.

FSDJKLFHSDF I DIDN'T GET TO FINISH MY LAST PIECE i prolly will tomorrow!! ^ 7^ gnight tho~

[ JAN 11 - 12 ] [ 2019 ]

fhdlkfjhsf PRETTY TIRED TODAY, WEEPS

8) FAV OC SHIP.

gooD GOD I HAVE SO MANY?!!?!? but i'll give it to soren and alister in the end, soren fought SO HARD to win alister over. and not even in a romantic way? he literally saw somebody worth saving- somebody that was screaming for help.

no matter how much alister shoved him away, soren knew what alister wanted deep down was aligned with what the group wanted- alister just never had a shoulder to rely on and didn't want others getting involved. and soren could see that- thru the times alister let that facade drop.

in the end, soren proposes to alister after part 1~ ^ q^ by part 2 (the bg pic), they're engaged and living happily in a home they built together!

LOL i've thought about DBD keychains! idk if they'd even allow it lol, and i never see anything for it?! but i think it'd be cute! did the most popular~

dwight, meg, claudette, jake, ace, nea and feng! the others are DLC and not seen often so not included! one side just them running, the other would be their injured state with noticeable blood where the hook usually goes!

^ q^ just an idea anyways, idk if i'd ever go thru with these!

ACTUALLY RIEKA SAID MAYBE A POUCH NOW IM LOOKING INTO IT FHSDLJKFHS

gnight

[ JAN 9 - 11 ] [ 2019 ]

so tired of work fhdlkjfsdhf BUT ALSO THAT $$$,,, NICEU...

4) FAV OC DESIGN:

luca and kanon take that slot!! mostly 'cause i have a huge soft spot for charas in spandex AW YEE. overall i was happiest with luca's boy design? enzo ALMOST snatched it away, but i hate his bottoms actually? i love luca's much more!

and then kanon is just so fun! at first i was so shaky about her? but now i've grown to really love my stupid daughter!

COPYPASTA FROM TWITTER LOL;

5) MAIN REASON FOR MAKING OCS:

i decided i couldn’t put into 140 characters how important OCs are for me. on one side, i realized that i 100% segregated myself for throwing out drawing fanart of series and alienating myself from connecting with others in return for connecting really strongly with myself and my imagination.

simply put, fanart will never let me know who i am. fanart will never let me explore any parts of my mind- it can lead me down those paths, of course, but unless i randomly come up with AUs or whatever, it just doesn’t feel the same, you know?

at first, OCs were just a way for me to pass time doodling in class ‘cause i couldn’t remember how to draw characters off the top of my head (tales of symphonia was TOO HARD from memory LOL).

now, it’s to explore the human psyche, to explore ideas and concepts that i don’t condone in reality and probably never will experience in reality. i know there’s some sort of movement against this type of thinking and exploration, but i’m also not scared to lose to my own self- i’m much stronger emotionally and mentally than that.

ocs allowed me to play with fashion, styles, concepts and ideas. they’re deeply personal, and opened strong relationships between myself and other very close artist friends!

for me, my imagination cannot be held back. i can’t put these ideas i want to explore on the series i love, especially if i just cannot see it or fathom it. you can’t force ideas and concepts, imo, they need to feel natural.

my life is boring and dull and mundane- absolutely perfect. i don’t thirst for a real adventure. i have an imagination to do that for me, where i can safely explore and bring all those who have a bored moment to follow me thru it.

ocs are a piece of you- something unique that represents the things you love (or those that you hate!). that’s irreplaceable.

love your ocs! don’t be embarrassed by them! embrace them, be proud of them! you made something, something that never would have ever existed otherwise. and i think that’s super amazing!

also i just think ocs are neat lol

6) DESCRIBE UR CHARA CREATION PROCESS:

this is kinda memey but i mean it's what really the process is like. the only thing i excluded was my google search process and my aggressive listening to itunes to get a feel for the oc i'm trying to design LOL

FSDHJKLFSDF MY WIFI DIED LAST NIGHT SO I COULDN'T UPLOAD THIS, so i'm just gonna keep adding on it from the 10th!

FSHDKFJHSDF I ACTUALLY DREW FANART!!! THAT'S NOT JUST A CHIBI!!!

sanma/sukiyaki from food fantasy... i love them so much... hrggghhh....!!! i've considered making this a postcard sized print but i never resized it properly so ye... not gonna happen LOL

7) DO YOU SHIP UR OCS WITH SOMEBODY ELSE'S?

OH BOY DO I!!!!! 95% of my ocs are shipped with rieka's ocs, but i've made stories with amber and viv!!

since me and rieka have so many ocs ships i had her choose a random oc of mine and drew the pairing that went with it!! so she said raidin, we get raidin and maci! A VERY NEAR AND DEAR SWEET OTP IN MY HEART,,, HE HAS SUCH A PURE LOVE FOR HER!!!

and then next i picked wil and nora bc they are so canon it hurts, the entire story revolves around their wedding! ^ q^ they're also such happy people, i can't imagine many sad days in their lives!? and they're attention hogs SO DEAD CENTER!!!

and then with viv, we never get far enough for ships to happen BUT FOR IDOL STORY, IVE HAD MY EYE ON YASUKA, HE SO CUTE... junya is the closest to his age so i stuck him with him I CAN MAKE IT CUTE I BET, I CAN MAKE IT WORK!!!!

OKFACE IM TIRED gnighttt

[ JAN 8 ] [ 2019 ]

BEEN WATCHING SPOOKY STUFF ON YOUTUBE, it's great

lots of work the next couple of days so excuse my small posts!!

ahhhh
3) FAVE OC! We all knew it was gonna be aubrey!! ^ q^ i've become so attached to her, and i guess a lot of it is my pains for her and her inability to ever get fair treatment. i know almost no oc got fair treatment, but i feel she really was pulled around and gave up too much of her heart for so little return?

also practicing a quicker doodle style! well, coloring? glorified doodle... hrghh

UGUUU OK ILL POST THE REST TOMORROW gniiight

[ JAN 7 - 8 ] [ 2019 ]

^ q^ right off the train i'm already back to drawing, haha! i'm super inspired from sacanime but gosh... idk if i can do anything amazing like those artists! TT

doing a like meme on twitter to warm up so there's that! trying to work hard at drawing!

OH BEFORE THAT THO!! i shall share a song!!

i'm not always a total weeb ok lol! one of my fav ENG songs hflsdjkfhsf GOOD SHIT!!! good insp when i wanna draw more grey area villains!

i actually think of kassina most when i hear this song??

Anyways here's an OC meme I'm doing on Twitter!! 1 like = 1 answer, so i decided to draw them!


1) Oldest OC: Kiotome! she was created when i was like, 13 yrs old and tho she never became a main character, i love her very dearly! the right side is her original design, and the left side is her current design! the white ribbon turns into an axe~

2) Newest OC: Juliette! Made only maybe a bit over a week ago! The evil queen whose actually just brainwashed.

okface i did do more but it's not done so NIGHT

[ JAN 2 ] [ 2019 ] NSFW

actually i kinda doubt i am sick?? i'm almost thinking allergies!??! TT WHICH SUCKS, THE WEEKEND BEFORE I TAKE OFF UGH, got a pounding headache!!

a nsfw commission from late last year! ^ q^ a repeat customer with very cute ocs!! i've never really tried drawing tentacles, and they gave me a good excuse to practice!

AND THEN a random draw of nori and evan bc they need more love too!! and evan just got important out of nowhere LOL!! i want to work on less simple BGs that are just colors and patterns and at least attempt to put them in a space!

ignoring the com up top bc those dont include BG hflksdjhfdskj LOLING!!!

ok i won't be back until the 7th! ^^ bye!

[ JAN 1 - 2 ] [ 2019 ]

^ q^ trying to get my com done but i hated how i was doing the skin, but after that it's home free from there!

wanted to do a chibi!! nikko! ^ 7^ finally decided his horns! he's a bit shy about them now, knowing they aren't normal outside his kingdom.

i've never really tried moving the eyes around to look elsewhere, i'll play more with that haha~

FSDHLKFSHJFSDF FEELING SICK, GONNA SLEEP, gnight

[ DEC 31 - JAN 1 ] [ 2018 - 2019 ]

dffjsdlkfjsf 2019... WHOA... i'm gonna have to get used to typing that lol!! i'm sure i'll make a few flubs til like, july LOL

ANYWAYS VIV SAID I SHOULD BRING BACK THE SONG OF THE DAY???! might do one every week?? or maybe certain days (1st, 15th, 30/31st?)!

i will kick it off with one of my VERY favorite songs! and strangely, it will be an ENG cover of it!

MKDR (mousou kanshou daishou renmei) or also DSCF (delusion sensation compensation federation)! DECO*27 has some of my FAVORITE SONGS EVER, god

sung by ham, a youtaite i found thanks to this song! if i had to pick a song for aubrey, this is her song and encompasses her feelings past the halfway point.

i'll prolly share other covers of this song i love, but the ENG cover is actually my fave by far!

anyways! january 1st!~!! ^ q^ happy new year everybody~ i'm hoping to take baby steps, not overwhelm myself with new year's resolutions!

juliette! vayne's oneechan, and the queen of the mythical kingdom! she herself isn't technically evil, but she's not even really herself in the first place. the entity, as they call it, has possessed the first born princess' body and now operates her like a puppet.

she's quiet haughty, and has a dominant personality. she's quite flirtatious, in a way daring them to call her out on it. she is not a kind leader, but she is not needlessly cruel, either.

OUTFIT BREAKDOWN FOR JULIETTE ahhh my internet has been going down on this comp recently, i think it's the wifi adapter hhnnngggh... gonna check that out later. >:T

OK AHDKLSHFSKFJ THING I WAS WORKING ON MADE ME MAD GNIGHTT