[ JAN 28 - 29 ] [ 2020 ]

FHUFKJDSFJK IM SO TIRED!! also gonna watch a movie that idk nothing about, idr the title either, it's some animu ass one fdshlfd I'M BIG SCARED IT'S SAD AND I'LL CRY IN FRONT OF FRIENDS

but that's for thursday

scout chibi! i've had this in my wips sdfhjdsjks finally finished her!!

and melody, also from the same story as scout! hmapoc!! i want her to have a crush on 3 separate ocs at the same time, i want her to be CHAOTIC. my OCs are legendary and known for falling for the worst possible outcomes fhdlajkfs

i've never played with an OC like this that likes a bunch of different ocs at once!? TIME TO BREAK HEARTS

gnight

[ JAN 27 - 28 ] [ 2020 ] NSFW

FSDFLJKSDFH BEEN LAZY TO UPLOAD THINGS!! ^ Q^)9

HELPED RIEKA ORGANIZE THE ROBINSON FAMILY TREE!!  ^ q^)9 once viv gets her kiddo drawn, he'll be added, too!

sldkf;jsdf FINISHED MY NSFW RL COM!! ^ Q^)9

ok i sleep gnight

[ JAN 25 - 26 ] [ 2020 ]

fsdfkjlhsff I'M TIRED, RUNS

the map for hmapoc!! ^ q^)9

in my next piece of drawing potential/likely couples!! scout and dallas, from the hmapoc story! ^ q^)9 he's always had a thing for her, even after their amicable break up. so now that they've run into each other again, he's rather clingy to her.

ALSO THEY'RE ONE OF THE ONLY STRAIGHT POTENTIAL COUPLES ATM bc imelda/percy is old and cannot produce children anyways. so tried to make a kid for them!! they're actually a very strong couple, scout is blood type A and dallas is blood type O, even ignoring the recessive gene of type O... their kid will never be infected!!

OK I MUST SLEEP, gnight

[ JAN 24 - 25 ] [ 2020 ]

^ Q^)9 fdsklj;dsfjhdfh i'm gonna pass out i'm so tired. also, i'm craving hot pot so badly rn. :(

fsdljkfhsdfs DREW AUBRIANA AND BLAIR!!!! ^ Q^ BLAIR GOT HERSELF A GIRLFRIEND AHHHH. look how cute she is!!

aubriana goodman and blair blevins from hmapoc!!

fljskdfhsf DRAWING SCOUT AND DALLAS NEXT AND I REALIZED HOW MUCH MORE OF THEIR BODIES I INCLUDED tearplz, making my work hard, i didn't realize fhjlfjksfkjsf

ok i tire gnight

[ JAN 23 - 24 ] [ 2020 ] NSFW

i am very tired!! u_u

a nsfw commission wip!! ^ q^)9 i generally do not release the names of my nsfw commissioners, but just know that this is a thing rn!

here we go!! finished this finally!! just a pic of warren, from the hmapoc story!!

OK I ACTUALLY WORKED MORE ON THAT RLC AND GOT IT FLAT COLORED but i'm lazy to WIP again, but know that it's ready for shading!!!!

ok i pushed myself to  flat color it tho fhlkjfasf so ahahah it's 4am fuck. gnight

[ JAN 22 ] [ 2020 ]

^ q^)9 too lazy to WIP my rlc, but just know i worked on it first!

took a break to sketch out another pairing! figured i'd get claude/hilda out the way bc i already drew hilda once!??! so i can color prick like crazy lol~

and here we go!! FINISHED MY RLC!! * g* gotta wait for the approval, but here's the sample i'm using for now~

TEHE I MUST GO, //RUNS

[ JAN 21 - 22 ] [ 2020 ]

^ q^)9 spent time playing dbd with viv and rieka!!! idk how i lived the final game fhljkfhsdkjfsf I HONESTLY SHOULDA DIED.

 A RLC WIP!!! ^ Q^)9 I JUST NEED TO SHADE IT AND THIS ONE WILL BE FINISHED!!! i'll prolly shade it tomorrow, after i do some shopping. i gotta make some appointments and buy shampoo, tearplz.

and i had to go back and dig for imelda's refs, but here we go!! her breakdown together!! it's just a shirt, pants and her cape/coat lol!

FJKKSFHSDF I FINISHED RUBEN!!!! not terribly worried about his breakdown rn fsdalldfjksdf LOLS. u_u

JK LMFAO FSDAHLKFHSDF I DID HIS BREAKDOWN IMMEDIATELY!!!

finished linardt and caspar chibi!!!!! i need: dorothea/petra, fyleth/edelgard, claude/hilda, claude/myleth

AND HERE IS A PIC OF RUE!!! ^ q^)9 just wanted to draw my newest kid- literal kid!!!! i imagine he's got that yoyo from the hotel his family was staying out. you know how some places hand out cheap ass toys?? this was one fdnlfhsdf he doesn't really know how to use it.

more wips!!! ^ q^)9 my oc warren, fshdlfkhkfjds ill shade this tomorrow ahaha!!!

fOR NOW I MUST SLEEP, GOT SOME STUFF TO DO TOMORROW, GNIGHTT

[ JAN 20 - 21 ] [ 2020 ]

^ q^)9 got my hair done today! it's not as light as i'd like, so imma call and make another appointment after i pay some bills gghhh

HFLKSJFSF I DID IT!! I MADE MY THREE EXTRAS!! ^ q^)9 this is dallas' little bro, warren!! he's the youngest robinson sibling and a piece of shit as well, lol.

I GOTTA PUT THESE ON THE NICE REFS NOW SO FDLJKDJKSSDF good placeholders for imelda and warren tho!!

JK I GAVE THEM NICE REFS NOW!! thought i'd slack but fshdalkfhsdfkj!! i just need to give warren a breakdown fasdhlfjkdfsf I FORGOT TO DRAW EACH PIECE OF CLOTHES INDIVIDUALLY... SO GOTTA GO BACK AND REDRAW IT TEARS

here is warren's tattoo reference!!

warren's breakdown!! HUFFS GREATLY THIS WAS MADE EASIER BC I'M LISTENING TO FOLKLORE STORIES. i won't be able to sleep i'm scared lol

i just gotta do imelda's break down which IS done, just not saved on 1 piece so fsdhlksdjf!! ^ q^)9 BUT I TIRE, G'NIGHT!!

[ JAN 18 ] [ 2020 ]

jfdklhfjksdf ^ q^)9;; i slept for 12 hours, ahhhh,... i was super tired.

^ q^)9 Drawing potential couples for HMApoc story! there is no way this one isn't canon i literally made her to court percy fasldhjkfsdhf!!

imelda manalo and percy abernathy from HMapoc!! she is pointing at the very nice doggy she petted... it's a wolf lol.

KLJFSDF I SPENT A LOT OF TIME MAKING THIS! the blueprint to the school the HMApoc kids hide away in!! ^ q^)9 Or so I hope, i'll ask viv if she likes it! cause i already got the OK frmo rieka!!

JK I UPDATED IT WITH POTENTIAL ROOMIES!!

i think viv will read this before i can send it on discord so this message is for her!! ^ q^)9 hello viv i did not wanna wake you up or anything so i didn't put this on discord!

these are the blueprints i came up with for the school! the first floor will be offices, the gym, locker rooms and cafeteria! the second floor is purely classrooms. and the basement is your general spooky shit.

we decided to try to pair off ocs, but using certain criteria!
1: nobody's own oc can be paired together, bc that dwindles their socializing. this will be hard to rationalize with charas like, say, poe's siblings. why would they NOT wanna be together, you know? or like, rem and melody, or scout and levi! bonds like that! we'll figure that out lol.
2. liz & emily must stick together.
3. liz & dallas MUST be as far apart as possible.
4. ash & cass are exes and that's awkward, so we did not put them together.
5. rooms 12-1, 12-2, and 12-3 are assumed to not be finished so nobody is in them atm.

so here's the reasoning on the pairings!

9-1: Anetta and Blair. placed here bc i trust them on the ends of the hallway. as for being together, honestly they were the last two, lol. i'm not terribly sure how anetta and blair would interact, but i feel blair will be out a lot with the animals once they come in, and anetta may be following either of her siblings around, so it isn't a terribly big deal? they'll get along, i'm sure, regardless!

9-2: Ivy and Melody. placed here due to a better placement for the others. Melody heavily prefers people her age, so she picked Ivy over Anetta bc anetta is intimidating, lol. i think she's just heavily intimidated by older ppl in general. :( esp women, actually, prolly rooted in her bc of her mom. she DID inherit her temper.

9-3: Liz and Emily and Flora. placed here bc it's in a corner, wedged between many people for liz's safety. flora is a great addition here! she's very strong, big and a woman! and they'd get along great! this also is good for fostering that relationship, aww yea.

10-1: Scout and Brielle. placed here bc scout and levi would wanna be close, and bc brielle possibly has a kid too? so that kid can be near emily! brielle is older and i think scout can relate to her better than others- even sweet ppl can be useless when she needs to vent and have somebody to listen to her!

10-2: Ash and Levi. placed here bc levi wanted to be near scout. scout trusted him bc duh, little brother, he can be near the girls. and ash is gay so i mean, no fear there for the girls! ash prolly was the one to speak up, and levi agreed since percy was prolly immediately placed (keep going to see why).

10-3: Elliot and Cass. placed here bc same thing, elliot near ivy and cass is gay, so no worries there! ADMITTEDLY, cass and ash are REALLY close quarters, but i doubt they'll talk or even make eye contact, lmfao. elliot was intimidated by all the other guys, so he would have picked cass from the remaining pool.

11-1: Chanyeol and Imelda. placed here bc she can still be kinda close to the girls. this was an odd one, as chanyeol is an extra guy, a +1 so he got stuck with the girls lol. i figured imelda was best for him bc she's older, and i doubt she's intimidated at all by him. she's from an area where there's a lot of turmoil, this is nothing! it would be very nice and a+ to see the mob boss treat an older lady with respect, really show off his shining character!

11-2: Dallas and Rem and Percy. placed here bc it's very far from liz. at first i put them in the 11-3 corner room, but i realized nobody was on their left and thus it wouldn't feel quite as safe? percy and rem are both big guys! i know i laugh at rem a lot, but he used to be a miner, he HAS muscles. i trust them to keep dallas in check!! two people tho, bc tweaker strength will make dallas turn into florida man crazy real fast.

11-3: Poe and Ross. placed here bc ross DEF would kill dallas in a moment's notice if he's going towards the girl's side, lol. poe and ross know each other, so i think it came down to poe just choosing ross as his roomie. plus, fosters that relationship, aw yea!!

AND THAT'S HOW THESE PAIRINGS WERE DETERMINED.

I MUST GO GNIGHTT

[ JAN 17 ] [ 2020 ]

today, i watched the grudge with rieka! it was... yes. LOL. ^ q^);;; i'm hard to displease, and it's not that the movie as a whole was awful... it was just that it's a remake, and it basically all but cut out any part of kayako or japan? it literally just starts at the house in jpn, and the american lady is quitting and going home... that's it... literally just 3 minutes worth of time to the start of the curse!!

so knowing about ju-on and the american remakes and watching them many times religiously... ya... u_u;; it wasn't the best, lol.

WIP for a rl commissioner!! ^ q^)9 a very cute couple, haha. i hope to finish this in the next few days!! i'll be busy sunday and then monday afternoon i'm getting my hair done, haha. //// so those days will be dead zones for coms. ><!!

too lazy to work on this more, so uploaded a WIP!! of linhardt and caspar's couple chibi! from fe3h ofc.

levi zebala from the hmapoc story! u_u i love drawing the zebalas, am sorry... they have a lot of my drawing interests!!! OKHAND!!

OK I'M TIRED, GNIGHT

[ JAN 16 - 17 ] [ 2020 ]

kjhfsdfgf late start to my art day today!! >< haha, i was very distracted playing video games with friends, it's been a while!! now to art!!

finished another couple!!! ferdinand/hubert!! ^ q^)9 i actually had no clue what to do with them, 'cause i barely know them... i haven't played any of the BE route ahhhhh

dljkfhjkfhsdf that took a lot outta me, i'll sketch the next ones tomorrow, haha.

gaia commission for rosefi!!

just really wanted to draw a girl with big boobs :pensive: melody parrino from the hmapoc story!!

SCOUT'S YOGA PANTS... ARE VERY GOOD... scout zebala from hmapoc story!! ^ q^)9

OK I SLEEP, GNIGHTT

[ JAN 15 - 16 ] [ 2020 ]

i keep typing 2019, i wonder if any of my recent posts have been labeled the wrong year, ahhhhhHHHH!!!

a gaia grab bag commission!! i used it as a warm up for today fhslkjfhsdf ahaha. ^ q^)9 for Esuuna on gaia online!!

i finished the dimitri and female byleth chibi!! ^ q^)9 i think i finally got thru all the popular BL ships?

next will be black eagles chibis!! i only have 2-3 lined up? I FORGOT EDELGARD/FEMALE BYLETH FHLJSDKFSDF

BREATHES FUCKING HEAVILY i know it's just scribbles but it's been so long since i last finished a meme fhsldkhfaskjhsdfjk

HMAPOC KIDS!! ^ Q^)9 ofc, everybody featured is adults!

OKFACE, I MUST SLEEP. GNIGHT!!

[ JAN 13 - 15 ] [ 2020 ]

KJSHSDHFSDF work in the morning, TEARPLZ, BUT IT WILL BE FUN!!

LEVI AND SCOUT!!! oh wait i need to fhlsdkhfsdfl: levi zebala and scout zebala. ok thERE SEARCH FUNCTION CAN FIND THEM

^ q^)9 when levi is 8, scout is 14. she takes care of him a lot, and he's pretty attached to him! scout is 14 when she dates dallas, so this is what she looked like at the time!

finished annette and felix!! ^ q^)9!! i have finished all of felix's most popular ships, haha!! i think next i'll do dorothea and petra? or hubert and ferdinand, depending who i get a pose idea for...

OMG MY DUMB ASS WAS SUPPOSED TO HIT SUBMIT ON THIS BC I LOGGED OFF BEFORE MIDNIGHT... BUT I GUESS I HIT SAVE DRAFT AND LEFT so this will just become a 3 day thing LOL!

THE REST OF MY KIDS FROM HMAPOC STORY!! imelda and blair aren't from here/didn't go to school in the same town but i drew them anyways ahahaha

FJKHFSDAJFH MILD NSFW I GUESS?? not all the ocs for this story were done but they escape my clutches hahaha

^ q^)9 working on my next FE3H charm!! it's dimilyth, haha. gniiiightt

[ JAN 12 - 13 ] [ 2020 ]

i am back and settled in again from my time at SacAnime! ; o; it was so much fun and very exciting! i haven't tabled in years, i think close to 10 years?

i did much better than i thought i would, so it really inspired me to maybe keep trying! so, i'm working on merch slowly!! ^^ even then, i can open online stores, you know?

here is a resized preview of the next charms i'll be working on! FE3H couples, haha. * g*)9 i've done sylvain/felix, dimitri/felix, and hilda/marianne! rn i'm working on felix/annette, so i can just get all his most popular ships outta the way, lol!

popular ships i know of: edelgard/fyleth, dimitri/fyleth, hubert/ferdinand, dorothea/petra, uh... squints... i guess those are the ones i NEED to do, lol! after that, it's fishing around for what else may potentially go well!

i can't give up all my cards, but here's some previews of those couples!

WHOA MAKING MORE OCS OUTTA NOWHERE!! Except not really, i've been meaning to make her forever hlfkhdsfjksdf LOL!!

Imelda Manalo, from the HMApoc story!

i made her SPECIFICALLY for percy, since all the other OCs were too young for him fasdhlfkjsdfh LOL!! she is a professor at scout's college, and i want her to have a high position, like dean! right now, it's dean of psychology, but i'm wondering if i should change it and just have it that she made it out with scout?

she's from a well-to-do family and moved here in her teen/young adult years. i feel maybe she has a husband, but he works in the hospital? and started to show sick symptoms? and so kept his distance and is one of the infected now, though she wouldn't know for sure... she knows.

while it's not the most loving relationship, it's by no means an awful one. they're both just awfully busy, so they rarely see one another.

i think she's a realistic person, and logical. she's mastered how to keep in that anger, at least for the most part, not letting spill out at crucial times, lol!

^ 7^)9 almost have felix and annette finished!! i'll do that tomorrow, THEN I WILL HAVE FINISHED FELIX'S POPULAR SHIPS.

g'niiiightt

[ DEC 31 - JAN 01 ] HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i told myself to be more thorough with my blog posts from now on!! without losing myself in the posts, like you know... capitalizing my sentences and shit, that's not me LOL!!

also i'm super distracted bc i've been binging the dragon prince with rieka!! ^ q^)9 i got on the second season as the new year hit, lol!!

my last commission of 2019!! ^ q^)9 a ko-fi commission, for XOver!!

marina rina rayner and damien miller from 2012!! just a little blurb so it'll come up in the search bar! ^ 7^

and then my pic for the new year!! i hope to redraw this in 10 years. because apparently these kids are 10 years old!! i can't believe they're that old, i'm really blown away... it's special to me, because they're the first OCs me and rieka made together!

well, not these two in particular. but they're from the same story that me and rieka made together! technically these two shouldn't end up together, but 2020 is all about no bad decisions!! and the first guy i was okay with her fucking her life up with, it wasn't a good direction. time to give her and him what they deserve!!!

my first post of the year wasn't grand, lol, buuuut... i got through the entire 2nd season of the dragon prince SO I MEAN... THAT'S SMTH, LMFAO,