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I should have spent today doing commissions. ~_~ But instead I got distracted.

Going to try to clear up my debt at the school tomorrow. orz I'm still pretty stressed. I won't lie. I've broken down and just cried twice already. My mom didn't help any. I hate when people say "it could be worse, look at other people." Then do I not have the right to be upset in that moment in time? Can't I have that one moment of weakness where somebody instead hugs me instead of giving me petty words that don't help? Don't give me that Jesus shit either. Sometimes people hit rock bottom. And then you know what? They die. They die at the bottom of the barrel without a penny to their name and nobody that cares about them. I'm sure somebody told them to pray, too.

Honestly, I've been really irritated and upset deep down. It doesn't surface until I start really rambling. I hate it. It's a mortifying feeling when I think back on my actions, feelings and words. But it has to come out somehow. 

WIP of a rl commission for Yuuuuuume~ Her OC and Pin's OC. *____* Tee hee.

Aaaaaaaand YOU MIGHT BE LIKE WHO THE FUCK ARE THESE PEOPLE. Oh man, oh man. I had a sudden craving to draw out some AU1 stuff! Here we have Samii to the left and Riley to the right, aged by many, many years. In the story, this would be about the second half, the majority and really dark half happens when their children are all teens and young adults. Now some trivial stuff~

Samii is Riley's original girlfriend and wife. Story wise, I get the feeling people would think she's an insensitive bitch who took Roi's man in high school and is cruel to Riley. But you gotta look at it from her perspective, too. She gave Riley many chances to break off his affair with Roi, hoping to keep her relationship in tact. She had eventually snapped and even hurt Roi herself.

Now older, Samii has forgiven Riley and the two are much happier. But something seems wrong, something changed. What could have changed to make things go back to the way they were? Riley's not seeing Roi anymore, but he's still acting out. And she can't understand. 

She's much more mellowed out and has a sad air about her, a drastic change from her old, peppy and bubbly ways.  

SPEAKING OF AU1 THIS IS FOR MINE AND RIEKA'S AMUSEMENT:  

AU1 Riley: Damien
AU1 Roi: Rina
AU1 Samii: Kiotome
AU1 Ty: Kai
AU1 Rian: Aster
AU1 Samuel: Benji
AU1 Erin: Namie
AU1 Corey: Raidin
AU1 Kenji: Zak
AU1 Collet: Risa
AU1 Cecilia: Bianca
AU1 Marcus: Asher 

AND THIS IS A SHOT OF MY HUSBANDO. 

KAY NIGHT.