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Viv; j vj Tee hee, d'awww thank you~! I really do love my little Senna (and by association, Keitan because they're the same damn person lol)! I haven't doodled them in a while! I'm gonna try to print them out as keychains for practice! * v* 

Aaaaaaand I have the day off  but since I've had company over, I didn't get to work on a keychain pic! 8( Gonna probably be doing Ciel Phantomhive next. 

Instead I've been drawing my own OCs. >_____o Lololol WHO IS THIS IDK some OC named Allison, aka Lady Luck herself. A goddess in her own right, her high ranking was pulled away from her when she, alongside her partner Ace, tried to take the thrones from Nathan and Tori- those two being Father Time and Mother Earth. 

Now a measly peon goddess whose power relies on people, she's learned to be quite cunning and mastered the human scene. Come now, take a guess. All or nothing! Get it right, and you win the pot. Can you guess what card she's holding? 

This isn't even an OC wtf. Lol. I had drawn her waaaaaaaay back when I first made my Puka-Berries account on dA, she was just for me to practice and experiment with. 8I From time to time, I still go back and doodle her, she's so simple but I can try so many new things with her! 

One day, I might make a mermaid OC. 

"Miles is right. It never was a baby. It was a fetus, something nobody knew and nobody ever will. Why do I care about it so much? That's right. It's just an it. It never mattered. Why did I stupidly cling to it? Miles was right. He's always right... I should just shut up and listen. Right? Why can't I do that? Why do I always make things harder for him? All I do is burden him, I burden everybody..." 

I really wanted to draw a picture that captured the emotion "agony." I don't think I captured it effectively, but I think Rina feels a fair share of it throughout the story.

On the outside, she may appear as a selfish girl whose world revolves around the boy of her affections. On the inside though is a battle with her own feelings.

This picture is a moment in the story where she's pushed herself to finally give in and give up her own feelings. She had found out she was pregnant, and before she could tell Miles the news, the baby was miscarried. Her heart broken, she had hoped to find comfort in him about the loss, but instead he shattered her already emotional state by saying he couldn't be attached or sad because it was only a fetus as well as he didn't know about it till after the fetus' death. 

To try to give herself some sort of shoulder to lean on, she had made a make shift grave in the backyard, and would often visit the child she never had. After Miles' finally breaks her heart over the loss of the baby one last time, she decided maybe it was time to end her thinking and individual feelings on it, smashing the grave she cherished for so long.

She never wants to say it aloud, but he gives her a bit of a complex. Maybe she is wrong? Maybe she's the stupid one here? Maybe she's too selfish? Maybe she should just listen and keep her opinions to herself? Maybe she shouldn't even have opinions. She really does love him, but she still clings to the hope he'll treat her a little more gently. Deep down, she knows though, it'll never happen. He may love her back, but he'll never show it in a way that truly makes her feel wanted and appreciated, and that in itself hurts her a lot.

LOL I can't help but feel out of all the characters in that story, Rina would be the most hated if only because she just wants a normal life, and this includes having somebody to love. It just gets complicated along the way. Oh yeah and there's blood 'cause she smashes it with her hands HDKFJSDF JUST DIDN'T FEEL LIKE DRAWING HER HAND. 8D 

WHO IS THIS WTF. Lol I can't remember if I ever drew her and posted her here before. Anyways, if I didn't, this is Lilika! She's a loli whose from one of my own personal stories! The girl is constantly ill, and thus is in the hospital for many, many days at a time. She's extremely shy and meek, and could honestly be mistaken for a mute. 

She's from the same story as Matt and Vivi, though she hardly if ever gets to meet up with them in the story. She's got a school girl crush on her doctor, Nick Caldwell. She sometimes finds herself jealous of Paige, who he seems to have taken a shine to, but that's okay! 

Lilika here is one of the two children that have not been infected and mutated in the beginning of the story. She's one of the eight people trying to fight to get out alive.

WUT Lol I'm pretty sure when I fiiiiirst made this blog, I posted Michi as a shota. Yup he's a gijinka, btw. Well his shota self not so much, he's a Luxray gijinka. Anyways! When I first caught my Shinx in Platinum, I had no idea he'd turn into such a bad ass killer. AW YEAH. DFKLJDSF. Wtf he has such a cute name. Michi. /FACEPALMPLZ/ If I knew Luxray was such a rape train, I'd have named him something cooler. LOL. 

Either way, as a kid he's pretty skilled at fighting- and he knows it. He's such an arrogant asshole about it sometimes. You wanna take him on? Bring it, but don't bore him! He might have to end it faster than he wanted. 

I'm pretty sure this is an OC I never posted here but she's from a very old story of mine! Meet "Seraphim," the nickname of a girl at a military academy and boarding school. Nobody really knows much about her, even the teachers claim to know nothing. 

Anyways, she's not as moe as I depicted her here. In fact, she's considered the villain by the main character, Elijah. He knows she had something to do with the death of his brother, and he's almost positive she even had a hand in killing him. 

What with her strange fascination with toast and jam- to which Elijah starts to think, isn't really jam- to the way she toys around with him and his friends around, he can't help but think she's super suspicious. Not only that, but she was his brother's partner at the time of his death. 

She's actually pretty straight faced and bored at all times. And when she's not, she's probably cornering Elijah, making him feel as worthless as he is.

OH MAN ANOTHER GIJINKA!? Yup! Props if you know what she is, added some color to this PKMN because it only had two shades or brown, lol. 8| Anyways! Meet Emiri, and don't let her petite frame and sly girly smile fool you. She can pack of punch. 

The PKMN she's based off of was a little Eevee, but I turned her into a Flareon. When she hit lvl 100, she had an attack stat of 300+. But when I was going to gijinka her, I wanted to keep some of that Eevee in her as well as the Flareon. So she kept the strength. Hence Emi's amazing hitting abilities.

She's one of eight test subjects in Harlow's lab. She's in the newest team to come in and get tested on, alongside Mizuki and Jackson. Her ex-boyfriend is Emil, though she only broke up with him so he wouldn't get caught up in the mess she's in. 

And now here's an OC you might recognize! Kimiko! I haven't drawn her in forever! Tee hee, if you remember at all, Hiro likes to tease Kimi playfully by putting candy or food in his mouth and telling Kimi to take a bite from the other end. Which, unsurprisingly, embarrasses the girl profoundly.

Looks like here she's attempting to do the same to him. Attempting. 

LOLOLOL ANNNYWAYS I DID SO MUCH MORE THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD. DFHKLASDHFJKSF. * v* Niiiiiiiight~!