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LOL DAMMIT VIV, I WAS TYPING A RESPONSE IN YOUR JOURNAL, AND I ACCIDENTALLY RESTED MY HAND ON THE MOUSEPAD ON THE LAPTOP AND IT CLICKED EXIT. OTL SO I LOST THE WHOLE POST DSFHLAKJDF. /FLINGSSELF/

Okay let's see. Today has been... ugh.

Let's start with this morning. I wake up at 8:00am, I have work at 10:00am. I roll around for half an hour, and remember SHIT I GOTTA FEED AND CARE FOR MY MOM'S BIRDS. There are three cages, three baths to clean and fill, three water feeders to clean and fill, and... 8 bowls of different food to fill in the cages. Not to mention adding some vitamin shit they eat on the sides of the cage. It takes me about half an hour to twenty minutes to do this. 9am, I'm making good time! SHIT GOTTA WATER THE GARDEN. Fifteen minutes on both sides. I go run out there, position the sprinklers, turn it on, run back inside. Realized I haven't taken my meds, but I need to eat to take them. We have no breakfast foods. If you have seen my Tumblr, my previous two breakfasts were tacos and steak. Seriously.

Well, I ate steak for breakfast one night, bleh I don't have time to make anything else, I'll just get food when I get off of work! So I heated it up, took my pills and went back to taking care of the garden and getting ready for work. I felt fine. Til I got to work. I sit my butt down, it's pretty quiet, no customers. Thank god. I felt myself feeling... heavy? I kept burping, not normal, gassy burps. They too, felt heavy. You know that little sack thing under your tongue? When you see something really sour it starts to produce a lot of saliva? Okay idk if it's supposed to be like this, but for me, when I'm about to puke, I start making a lot of saliva under my tongue. Shit.

I try to settle my stomach. I run my ass to snack bar, my supervisor is talking in the window, the place where I was gonna ask for water. "Hey, c-could you get me water?" My voice was breaking when I handed her the cup. She gave me this look, like a questioning "you okay?" look. Before I could completely say "I don't feel good" it started to come up. I ran to the nearest trash can and started puking. I told her I was okay, really, just my medicine made me sick. It's fine! I skittered back to the main room where I'm up front. 

Five to ten minutes later? I ran my ass to the bathroom. I vomited for maybe a good three minutes, and went back in. Jesus Christ I still felt horrible. Did I not eat enough? Or was the meat bad? Either way it was entirely possible. I called my sister and asked her to bring me some food, something that'll fill me up fast. Idk, fries! She drives up, and my other boss saw that I looked pretty sick and gross. Lol asked if I wanted to go home, I said no, I'm okay! She then said no I'm being selfish, idk what you have but if you're puking go home. 8| /points to door lol/ So thus I was sent home from work today. 8D;;; 

Took some Pepto Bismol, and watched The Grudge. I felt so queasy. Even now, roughly twelve hours later, I still feel like I have a weak stomach. Worst of all, I have to take it twice a day, so I just took the medicine that made me puke again. 8( I had six hot wings, if that doesn't fill me up, I don't know what will. 

Little things kept going wrong. 8\ I asked my sister to get me popsicles, I needed something sweet to balance out the heavy foods I had eaten (and expelled). The popsicles she got me were small, melted and gross. I'll eat them nonetheless. I wanted ice cream today. My mom buys each of us our own carton because we all want something different. I get chocolate chip. My sister gets cookies and cream *and* rocky road. I haven't opened my carton yet because I never had the time. I go to the freezer, mine's gone. 8( I think they ate all my ice cream. I'm sad. 

I stepped on a million goat heads in the house, the cats drag them in because my mom lets them out. 8\ I usually graze against maybe one, but I've stepped on at least five today. I don't even walk around that much. I stubbed my toe, broke out into rashes all over my body, one of my mom's freakin' beloved hand-held birds (a majority of her birds are scared of humans, but four of them she raised herself so you can hold them and stuff) GOT FUCKING LOST WHILE I WAS TAKING CARE OF THEM so I had to brace myself to get annihilated when she got home from vacation, and I'm tired beyond all hell. But of course when I try to lay to nap or sleep, I get wide fucking awake. 

Let's not forget I've been feeling... lonely? 8\ I wanna play games, but I have nobody to play with. I really want to play ObsCure (orz which btw my fucking game, of course, went missing so I can't play the second one which is the one I'm craving to play), Resident Evil 5, games like that. Watching new horror movies are no fun by yourself either. 8\ I'm all up for solitude, but when all my available outlets aren't available, it's kind of forced on you. I've been playing Tenchu, a single player game, to make myself feel better. It's hard since I work every day but Monday. 8\ The cousins I can rely on are in another town so they like to stay for days at a time, not just a night. The other one is in town but she's a recluse like me and doesn't like going out to places. Rieka's the only other one I enjoy playing games/watching movies with, but she's either working or her mom's such a bitch she won't let her out of the house. I'm quite frustrated right now, honestly. :C 

AND. THIS. RASH. WON'T. GO. AWAY. DFHLJAKFD HNNNNGH. ;;; Right between my index and middle finger on my left hand. Wtf. 

Anyways that's my life in a nutshell. :C Moving on.

Freeb for Pin, done on livestream. c:

My OC Nathan, done on livestream too. :c He's animated. Idk if it'll show unless you click him lol.  

Idk if anybody even knows what the hell Tenchu is, BUT I TOTALLY RECOMMEND IT HDKJLADHFJ SO FUN. Especially Wrath of Heaven on the PS2 AHHHH TWO PLAYERS SO FUN DFBALDJFBADSKJF. 

My cousins let me borrow Tenchu Z on the 360. I didn't think I'd like it. For one thing, there is no co-op or versus. For another, you're not Rikimaru, Tetsuo or Ayame. Rikimaru basically gives you, a newbie ninja, missions and that's the game. You get to create your own character of either gender, and your partner is the opposite gender. You don't get to name your character, it gives you the name of your xbox account, lol. But you name your partner! I named him Ogami.

I NICKNAMED HIM USELESS OMG THAT BOY IS NEVER AROUND WHEN I NEED HIM FDHALKDSJFHDSKFJH he seriously only comes at the end of missions for cut scenes.

IF YOU DUN WANT SPOILERS FOR THIS GAME THEN DON'T HIGHLIGHT THE AREA:

So I'm playing along, somewhere 30 missions or so in. And Ogami, my partner comes in. It's apparent that you two are newbie ninja being trained together. Your partner gets kidnapped. SO I WAS LIKE OH  USELESS. I GOTTA SAVE YOUR DUMB ASS HUH?

In the mission you save him, he dies in your arms. I WAS LIKE. OMG. OMG OMG OMG. OGAMI! I'M SORRY I EVER CALLED YOU USELESS DSFBJLADKBFADJSLKFH. /angsts over partner that has no significance to the plot other than to die for reals.

END THE SPOILERS LOL.
 So anyways. But yeah. She's not an OC, I just really like her in my game. I DON'T DOUBT SHE'LL ONE DAY BE AN OC. But you know. I have no place to put a ninja, lol. 8| So I'll catalog her in the back of my head until I can think of a place for her. 

I always get too lazy to ever nicely draw my old ocs. 8\ Sai to the left and Keon to the right. They have some weird partially pedo relationship going on. Sai's like, well, originally she was around 14, she got bumped up graciously to 16. Keon has always been in at least his early twenties. 

It would actually him that seemingly has a thing for her at first, rather than she on him. She's just the team medic, and since he was critically injured  he's stuck with her a lot. 

Lol something fun and light hearted finally! It's no secret that Amay is the flattest girl in the cast as well as very vocal about how she wants bigger boobs. All the other girls are much, much luckier than their catgirl counterpart. 

Obligatory day at the beach. Amay would definitely be glaring at all the girls. Here she's glaring at Kiotome. 

Oh yeah I was doing this on livestream but I got sick halfway through. :C It's my oc Fate. 

And I also tried working on a Len keychain, but as you can see I fail. 8(  Also worked on the Naruto print but did so little it's not worth doing a wip for.

:C Here's to hoping for a better day. Night guys.