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Well today was boring! Uhhh, oh, my wig for my Bernkastel cosplay came in! It's too bright purple for my tastes, so I'm going to try to darken it... ;____; I'M SO SCARED TO RUIN IT. DHFLAF. 

Um. Made a private blog! c: Password protected and everything, I'm only allowing close online friends with it. Oh and Rieka, lol. Though it's boring shit. >____< So I don't wanna push that on people. orz;; /LOLOL WELL AS LONG AS I HAVE A PLACE TO POST MY ANNOYANCES/RANTS/DEPRESSING SHIT AND NOT ON MY PUBLIC BLOG IT'S ALL GOOD/

Okay um.

Idk if the GIF will play so if it's not moving, then it's not playing and click it! Okay um. I had no motivation to draw, then I ran into a GIF of "When You Were Young" by The Killers. I adore the song. The GIF made me crave to watch the video again, and it actually almost made me cry. 

Anyways! Seeing as it's about a couple in turmoil, I decided to follow suit and asked Rieka for a angsty/tumultuous couple- unsurprisingly, Rina and Miles got that spot. Originally it was going to have this happy moment that you see, and then flash to moments in their time that they've hurt each other- the yelling, the fights, the slaps, the child that never was, everything that pulled them apart. 

I might continue on and add in a couple of flashes anyways. :C Just posting this part for now. Also I need to learn how to control the grain/blur effects better, it's not that great here. 

WELP ENDED UP DOING IT ANYWAYS okay not even that great, really. :c But for the sake of adding in something "angst" related, some black and white shit. It was fun playing around with all the different things I could do. 

It's nothing compared to what I wanted to do, but this is all I have to show  for what I did this entire night. :c I just haven't been motivated to draw. orz;; At all. What a time to hit, right before a con. Jesus.

KAY NIIIIGHT.

I REALLY WANT DONUTS STILL.