| doodles |

INTERNET Y U SO SLOW RIGHT NOW!?

Anyways! 

ROFL a personal exercise. Was in the mood to do something more original so I decided to just design. Idk man. That crown is pretty annoying being the only gold on her. 8( Should have made more gold on her. 

Anyways. Not that proud of her. 8( I'm clearly too inspired by Eternal Sonata. Mostly did this since idk. Still... uh... /rofl it's stupid but/ I'm still cursing my skin tone. \o/ Lots of angst, lost of anguish over it. I blame a comment my mom made a long time ago, it left a huge dent on my self esteem. 

So I guess in my own way, trying to work with more tan characters? Playing around with color schemes with tanned skin? Hmm. Idk. ROFL. Ignore me. Kinda melancholy atm. 

TEE HEE NOW SOME NANA BIKINI ACTION. Wanted to do some swimsuit stuff. ROFL ASKED RIEKA IF I SHOULD DO A SCHOOL SWIMSUIT OR REGULAR ONE. SHE CHOSE REGULAR. THEN I ASKED ONE PIECE OR BIKINI. SHE SAID BIKINI. MWA HA HA SHE DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS GONNA BE ON POOR, INNOCENT NANAAAA~~

Threw in some tan lines for fun. UNF.

 UNF CONTINUING THE FETISH CHIBIS (lolohgod). 

* v*)/ I PICKED MACI, RIEKA PICKED MAID OUTFIT. MWA HA HA. I gave her the option of apron only but she said keep the maid outfit. DAMN. MACI GOT LUCKY. LOL. 

I PICKED BRIGETTE, RIEKA GAVE ME THE IDEA OF PE UNIFORM. AND THUS. BRIGETTE IN A PE UNIFORM ROFL.  

 Tee hee, now Rina and a military outfit. 8D

 8> Chisato in lolita.

 Ratri as a bunnygirl~~~ 8D Lol though she turns into a sheep, not a bunny!

She's got the... qualifications... to be a bunny though. UNF.

 RANDOM DEPRESSING COMIC TIME /zoomgotbored&lazy/

Some Brigette, uhhh, flashbacking. ROFL. Quick like 10 minute thing. :c Showing uh. I guess. Her first love? Sort of the... I guess tension? She clearly loved him, but he never gave her an answer. And she'll probably never know. 

He pretty much just disappeared off the face of the earth, abruptly, and on top of that she's being blamed for what they're calling his murder. Thus, she fled her country. 

Honestly, she's pretty sure he didn't love her back. She feels like she stupidly ran in head first and made a lot of stupid mistakes. He always kept her on her toes, just what felt like inches away from knowing whether they were going to take a step forward together or stay forever in a friendly relationship. 

Because of this, she would rather stay alone. It bothers her to beat around the bush, and she really hates it when her feelings and emotions are trampled on. In a way, she sees it as a declaration and insult against her character.  Always being led around like an idiot by others. It's sort of her life story. Hence, she just wants to be alone and push everybody away. 

She's generally not a weak girl. However when her emotions get the best of her, she needs that one hectic moment to act stupid, do something stupid, say something stupid, just get it out before she can go back to being a rational person. Though sometimes she can't help but wonder, will it be her own stupid emotions that end up making her do the ultimately stupid rash move- an act that would end her life. 

8| Ugh yeah she's fucking annoying. If Rieka wasn't holding me to keeping her alive, I'd fucking kill her off as brutally as possibly. GDI. FFFUUU. /MAKES AN AU IN HER HEAD AND SLAUGHTERS BRIGETTE/

8| Bleh yeah not a very good mood. Guess I'm going to sleep. Ciao.