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WELP I'm feeling better. Pulled an all nighter at first- O AO Was really tired and out of it, now that I'm awake I feel loads better!

25g headshot! :> 

Wow this came out ttly different than originally planned. It started as chibi of Aiyana, but she has no reason to angst over a call from Katsumi- or waiting for it. So I changed it to Miki and it somehow turned into this--

This would be placed sometime after Lino's death but before she started dating Reno.

What am I doing, he's never going to call again. So why do I keep waiting? Just go to sleep. You know for a fact he's not going to call again, it's impossible. 

Even though I know all that, I can't stop waiting for a call. But it won't be him. Am I waiting for...? No, don't be stupid. You're still upset over Lino and the fact he's gone. 

Right? No, even I know I'm lying to myself... such a stupid situation to get yourself stuck in, good job, self... You've gone and made yourself more upset... so... please call me, Reno. I really need somebody to talk to. I really need to talk to you. 

I imagine it really hard for Miki to accept she might be harboring feelings for Reno at first. I think she feels like a terrible person who deserves nobody for falling for somebody so quickly. At the same time she keeps having to remind herself that her and Lino were on the brink of breaking up for months now, keeping up the facade simply because they were too stubborn. It only hurts so much now because he's deceased.

Seeing as Reno was the one that helped her out the most in the weeks after Lino's death, she knew it was just a matter of time. He was already charming when they first met, but now without the restrictions and constant behind closed doors nagging Lino did to her about Reno, she doesn't have to put a wall up. 

She wouldn't say anything, but I think she'd pray so hard for Reno to call it'd make her sick. I imagine in her mind she denies it, but she knows deep down she already fell hard. I'm sure every time her phone rings her heart beats faster and harder. 

She starts off really embarrassed and maybe even shy in a relationship. But she'll always end up that quirky, perverted girl. Though even deep in a relationship, kind gestures, surprise gifts and affection and loving words can still make her blush and forget how to speak.

Ahhh a friend was asking for anatomy and drawing tips SO I MADE SOME FAST UGLY ONES SOB. These are pretty much how I draw and IGNORE DAT UGLY HEAD AT THE END.

25g thinger--

Really random art trade with Rieka, part1. * 7* I wanted a couple, so she gave me two singles! Her OC, Chase!

RIEKA ASKED ME RANDOMLY TO FINISH AUTUMN'S REF so I did. :> LOL Which is ironic her partner is Chase up there! 

WELL THEN OKAY. GONNA WORK ON PART2 FOR RIEKA TOMORROW G'NIIIIGHT.