[ AUG 25 - AUG 26 ] [ 2013 ]

i NEED TO PEE SCREAMS

gonna make it a task to watch a horror movie every day i don't go out and see somebody / go to work.

Today it was The Awakening! * 7*

I've been listening to this ballad/piano cover of Lost One's Weeping and it makes me melancholy and I wanted to draw pics of people in anguish of all sorts.

Aiyana's my favorite to pick on because she can go through extreme emotions.

Just like that, I was no longer a person. I was so much more than that. I was her fears, her anger, her pain, her sadness. I was everything that twisted her heart and made her cry long into the night by herself. I was everything that tormented her on the inside and out.

Even though I couldn't feel the pain anymore, the sensation of the knife going back in and out of my flesh was throbbing. The tears falling on me were a mixture of anger and sadness. What was she thinking? I'm not sure. I don't understand these modern girls. 

I couldn't let her win this final battle, though. Not without a final blow. With what little strength I had left, I lifted my head and looked at her blurred figure before me. Destroying me meant she had won against her inner demons as well as the one before her. But that also meant one last thing. "You... have the darkest heart of us all. Even without a ritual... I think you walk a thin line between falling from grace and into the Pits of Hell."

There was more to what I wanted to say. But it was cut short when the knife went through my throat. To be killed by a human who was actually a demon. I am honored. Now, I'm no more. Charlotte is no more.

And then I moved to Rina, though she's way lamer and I cant' remember exactly what was said with her fight with Miles lol-- that and that story is gonna be altered a bit thanks to fixing his personality soo-- wHATEVA I DREW IT RAUGHS

My eyes and throat felt like they were on fire. But I couldn't crack, not my voice or myself. I went in well knowing I don't have a single chance to win. I might not even survive. But... isn't that what I joined this stupid group for? Because I gave up. Then why am I fighting so selfishly for myself and what I want? A dead person shouldn't feel so strongly about somebody or a situation like this. 

I can't tell if I'm hot or cold. My ability really messes with my senses, you know? I'm sure I'm scathing hot. I know there's a warmth in my body. I'm looking at him, I know my body's always gotten hot. But today, it's for different reasons. Is this what they call a turning point? Have I finally opened my eyes and spoke up? 

Whatever happens, happens. I need answers. Both for myself and for my newfound... friends. Even if I die here by his hands, I want to hear the truth. I don't want to raise my fists against him. So I'll raise my voice instead. I'll raise it loudly, so loudly you can't drown it out even when I'm in the cold ground. If I have to beat it into you, I will, you asshole. Listen to me, dammit. 

Today is my day. I don't know if it's my day to win, to break, or to die. I don't know. But it's my day to finally do something instead of wishing I did. 

Now some Miichan.

Hey... Hyousuke... do you hate me? It's okay if you do. I still love you. I'm sorry you had to see all this. I love you, I'm sorry, I love you.

BEFORE YOU KEEP READING I DREW ALL THESE TO THE SAME SONG BUT LISTENING TO IT MADE THIS COMIC 10 TIMES MORE PAINFUL.


LISTEN TO THIS GREAT COVER. While reading the comic bc ouch.

Actually, this hurt a /LOT/ to think about. These charas are pretty new, but somehow this whole situation and idea made me really fucking sad...


NOW I WANNA DRAW SAD SHIT BYE

Doing what-ifs with couples. Originally, I was going to draw it as one side of the couple [read: my side] was actually evil all along. Yuuta/Michiru was kinda hard tho 'cause uh. There are no "villains" or "evil" in that story per se-

So here, Michiru never loved her childhood best friend like that. She played him the whole time.

Now it was Kazumi/Mai's turn. This time, Mai was part of the cult all along. She pretended to care deeply for Kazumi, Sora and Aaron. They all just played right into the game.

NOW AXIS/RAII SCREAMS - omg this was hella fun to draw. * 7* TEEHEE MAKE AXIS SUFFER ALONGSIDE RAII TEEHEE~~~!!! ///

 He accidentally killed Raii, he didn't mean it, he really didn't, please get up Raii it's not funny I mean he's still aliverighthehashtobealivehereallyhastobe.

Now some Shun/Himeko! * 7* She's dating Arashi!!

Now lastly the twins, Takashi and Takaya! * 7* NOT THAT HE'D EVER DO THIS!! bUT!! using his bro's name to commit crimes~

LMFAO SO NOW LAST NIGHT DURING KING GAME WITH RIEKA+AMBER WE CAME TO THE DECISION JACK NEEDED TO BE DRAWN JOJO STYLE WITH THE BURNING CHURCH IN THE BG AND YEA just traced a rohan img too lazy to draw it myself lmfao

confessions for the couples i destroyed! i think michiru's would be an accidental confession, singing to herself about yuuta, thinking she's alone... when she's not...

mai's would be her casually slipping a romantic dinner together but kazumi is dumb so she gotta get more direct-- lol poor girl

 OLDER PRECIOUS SORA

oKAY BACK TO COUPLES. AXIS IS VERY DIRECT OKAY HE DOES NOT HIDE HIS FEELINGS!!! HE LOVES YOU RAII!!

HIMEKO ISN'T NORMALLY A SHY GIRL BUT UH... WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE... @//v//@;;

* 7* TAKASHI LOVES HIS LIL BROTHER ////

LOL CONFESSIONS WITH RANDOM OCS eriko confessed to eve

 oMFG I HAVEN'T DRAWN RILEY IN FOREVER HOLY SIHT THIS IS FREAKY SEEING HIM IN MY NEW STYLE oMFG USED TO HIM IN MY KAWAII DESU 2010 STYLE this was so fun i miss our old ocs, so...

rAYE AND DELILAH FUCKING NEW STYLE FUCKFUCKFUCK I FORGOT HOW MUCH I LOVED THESE TWO. making delilah a new ref oh my god my baby.

ok bye runs