The weight finally was too great for her. When she finally realized she needed help, she was all alone. I think that moment when she died, she realized, she really is stupid.
Finally cracking let her dark thoughts eat away at herself till her heart turned black. Then, she became what you see now. The villain to her own story. Tbh, idk what she wants rn. She might be after the same thing as Muerto?
Then again, I think she wants to just destroy everything. I think she might have bitter, pained feelings left over from being alive. Charlotte and Muerto always told her, she walked a thin line between being a human and a demon, a thin line between being a saint and being a sinner, a thin line between rising to the top or falling to the very bottom.
She remembers everybody. She remembers embracing Katsumi in that night of passion. She remembers Kei's warm voice. She remembers Miki's teasing giggle. She remembers Dakota's outstretched hand of friendship. She remembers Reno's contagious, cheerful attitude. She remembers Lino's loyalty and belief in her as she did him. She remembers all of it.
And she could care less about it. They could all rot in hell, for all she cares. Them and their memories.
Facing yourself is hard, isn't it, Aiyana?
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