Sunday, December 28, 2014
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
[ DEC 24 - 25 ] [ 2014 ] merry christmas!
hAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS (EVE)! * q*)9
hoooooly shit i haven't drawn for this story in ages!! it's been so long but i still love these two so much. ;;; sobs into hands.
some nathan and tori /////
ok gonna bail to watch anastasia lmfao MERRY CHRISTMAS
wait jk i drew one more thing
ok now there's homos on my blog b ye
some nathan and tori /////
ok gonna bail to watch anastasia lmfao MERRY CHRISTMAS
wait jk i drew one more thing
Wednesday, December 17, 2014
[ DEC 16 - 17 ] [ 2014 ]
;___; we've been taking care of this kitten, but he's not doing so good at all. he's suffering a lot, we're thinking we'll have to go to our last resort, putting him down. he's suffering too much.
* 7* RITO IS MY LOVEBUG LOOK AT HOW CUTE HE IS /// i mean when he's not being a hacked scary kiddo but uh. hE'S PRETTY CUTE DOING NEARLY ANYTHING OK YA ///
uHM YA OK HAPPY LIL FAMILY ish lmfao. BEN WITH HIS SON and his adopted daughter ok he still dunno too much about her BUT WELCOME TO THE FAMILY
we got gruff cops like shawn ok NEED A CONTRAST TO THAT /// ben seems to be taking a turn that way! * 7* good good!!
misha tends to be a lil standoffish but that's ok you gotta warm her up. ' ^' i think.
tRYING TO GENERATE IDEAS FOR THE VILLAINS OF THE STORY oh man oh man we're getting somewhere?!?! some... not concept art... well maybe...??? iDK I RANDOMLY DOODLE SMALL IDEAS UNTIL THEY CONNECT
pROTECT THIS CHILD AT ALL COSTS
i wouldn't call this kid the villain 8((( bUT DAMN HE'S STUCK WITH THEM
okface gonna eat then sleep g'niiight
we got gruff cops like shawn ok NEED A CONTRAST TO THAT /// ben seems to be taking a turn that way! * 7* good good!!
misha tends to be a lil standoffish but that's ok you gotta warm her up. ' ^' i think.
i wouldn't call this kid the villain 8((( bUT DAMN HE'S STUCK WITH THEM
okface gonna eat then sleep g'niiight
Monday, December 15, 2014
[ DEC 15 ] [ 2014 ]
holy crap december is halfway over im impressed
but that means 2015 is almost here like holy shit???
* 7*)9 did some the witch's house fanart! viola! i haven't drawn her in a while, tho i weirdly think about the game often! ////
^ q^ designs for another boy in the same story as ben and misha! he's prolly younger than both of them, tho not by a lot!
aNNNNDDD HERE HE IS AHAHA his name is reid and he's a stay at home bum lmfao. ' v' he lives with his room mate, whose a boy a bit older than him.
CRIES WORK IN THE MORNING SO BYUU
but that means 2015 is almost here like holy shit???
CRIES WORK IN THE MORNING SO BYUU
[ DEC 14 - 15 ] [ 2014 ]
gOMEN IVE BEEN REAL LAZY LATELY //cries into hands//
i cant recall what i haven't uplaoded here oops
iM LAUGHING IDK IF I UPLOADED ANY OF THESE BUT YA
tbch i've been gone bc im binge playing the evil within but anyways
some kuroha from kagepro, aya from mad father and some evil within fanart lmfao. //rolls off a cliff
new oc are you surprised tho. u vu)9 nEED TO ADD TO THE OLD GUY COLLECTION.
a GIRL THAT GOES WITH BEN UP THERE OK. u vu she goes by misha owens and uses her brown eyes. they dunno about her real last name or real eye color.
i forgot about this, i was trying to figure out a hairstyle for her!
OK BED WHEEZES
i cant recall what i haven't uplaoded here oops
tbch i've been gone bc im binge playing the evil within but anyways
some kuroha from kagepro, aya from mad father and some evil within fanart lmfao. //rolls off a cliff
OK BED WHEEZES
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
Sunday, November 30, 2014
[ NOV 30 ] [ 2014 ]
where did november go omg
warm up doodle with miku whEEZES
sHUUEN NO SHIORI WIP TEHEPLZ
okface i got work early so
okface i got work early so
[ NOV 29 - 30 ] [ 2014 ]
* 7*)9
hahaha ah yes. aiyana. go on plz. what a loser girl.
working on a fake pv ahahaha here's a wip
aND MORE WIPS
yES and the next part tehe
i think about this girl a stupid amount but i think it's 'cause she fascinates me- i'm usually really good at analyzing ocs and figuring them out but i thought i had rosa figured out. and she reacts completely differently to a situation/topic than i was confident i had her figured out in.
i imagine she was prolly just sweeping, doing her chores, when the realization hits really randomly. sort of like when you remember a joke during a test.
i WAS STUPIDLY HAPPY WITH HER FACE OK
uhm ya rieka told me to draw steven and so here it is
this made has made me a wreck
have some s bc he breaks my kokoro
aHAHAHA 6AM GOOD NIGHT
i WAS STUPIDLY HAPPY WITH HER FACE OK
have some s bc he breaks my kokoro
aHAHAHA 6AM GOOD NIGHT
Saturday, November 29, 2014
[ NOV 28 - 29 ] [ 2014 ]
wHEEZES
uHM YA CRAY OF THE DAY WENT TO KUROHA FROM KAGEROU PROJECT YA ok so i included konoha by e
* 7* TEHE KANAME'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP REAL SOON! tho she hasn't been met yet in the story, oopsie!
just smth for a lil side project tehe!
yAAAA JUST TESTING SOME SHIT
OK NIGHT
OK NIGHT
Thursday, November 27, 2014
[ NOV 26 - 27 ] [ 2014 ]
; v; Aw thanks, Aku! Ahaha idk what I'm looking for either. I guess a place I can easily lose myself! That or I need a new hobby, lmfao! Time to go back to learning Japanese so I can wander new sites hehehehe. I think I might do that tonight!
* q* BEEN THINKING ABOUT DANGAN RONPA but damn does everything kill the gif quality. ahahaha, but i did draw it kinda big!
junko enoshima from dangan ronpa hehehhe
i drew all the new pkmn ocs of mine and rieka's cray bc lets be real one of them is probably a yandere or yangire
iM TIRED SO YA //MOONWALKS OUT
junko enoshima from dangan ronpa hehehhe
iM TIRED SO YA //MOONWALKS OUT
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
[ NOV 25 - 26 ] [ 2014 ]
gOMEN FOR BEING GONE FOR SO LONG AHAHAH been doing a lot of tradiart but anyways???
smh idk. online life makes me more or less depressed and upset. i'm so much happier offline? i'm not sure what it is, i'm definitely happier away from tumblr as well as hiding from my public twitter for a private one.
i think i've hit that stage in my life where i realized everybody i care about has already taken off in their own directions and i'm left behind. thing is, i'm older than everybody else. so on top of having very few people to rely on anymore, i'm very far behind in life from my peers. it's depressing.
honestly, the thought of deleting everything and finding a new site to wander brings me great joy. the moment i find a good site, i think i'm going to for sure delete my public/art blogs and maaaaaybe keep my fandom blog. since that's a separate account and it's mostly just fanart i see.
as for twitter, i only don't want to delete it because it has a lot of pictures since 2011. and no real way to save all those pics. 8( so i guess i'll just hang out on my private twitter till i feel strong enough to chill with people again.
idk man. being online is making me angry and antisocial. maybe i'm just frustrated at how stunted my growth is socially and artistically. especially with amazingly talented people around me that seem to just charm the pants off people and have people just come up to them. i have neither skill. i don't live a very fulfilled life. i'm not a very good person. i guess this is karma for something i've done in the past. a punishment that's not one that gets empathy, one that people can say "'well just talk to people and practice more!""; one that can put the blame on me and me alone. what a punishment. what did i do in a past life lol!
oh well. i only got one life. it'd be easier to get hit by a car and die, but that's asking too much for a simple way out. and if i've learned anything about myself, it's that i'm not very good at taking the simple way out. i make everything overly complicated. and somehow, the thought of not being able to bring joy to people's lives but maybe misery, annoyance, frustration? somehow, that makes me feel a little better?
if i can't do one, i might as well be myself and do the other. not a whole bunch i can do, lmfao. my very existence seems to be brushed off so what does it truly matter what i do? i hide easily in the crowds and when i think of it that way, i do get a smug little grin on my face. what can i do with such a power? oh well. the most i'm going to do is struggle to find my voice and my smile. ones that i can be proud of; not ones that prove i'm existing.
but that's enough of that hehe!! i haven't gotten so personal on this blog in such a long, long time. again, only a couple of people actually read this, and it's basically people i don't mind knowing these clouded feelings. so i guess i really don't care talking about these things on such a public blog; when it comes to me, my feelings and my thoughts. well, no matter how public they're broadcasted, they remain pretty private. which is kinda neat-
U vU trying to design a new pkmn oc tehe.
tEHE SOME MARY in meme outfits uhh winter and fancy clothes!!!
aND YES VERY GOOddD!! it's not their birthday yet, but kalino and kalina's chibis for their birthdays! ^ q^ december 1st is when they celebrate!
hI YES THIS IS SARAIAH she literally was made for one of rieka's ocs bc im not letting an ojichan go unloved ok BUT I ENDED UP RLY LIKING THIS GIRL
also hell ya age differences
and ya CALL HER RY PLS and this is her and her raichu ok ya im tired
uHM YA ANYWAYS. U vU anybody who DOES read my rant, don't worry about me. i feel better after letting off some steam. but for reals tho. if you know another site to wander that'll replace tumblr that replaced deviantart that replaced gaia online in my heart lols, that'd be grand smh.
oK YA G'NIGHT
smh idk. online life makes me more or less depressed and upset. i'm so much happier offline? i'm not sure what it is, i'm definitely happier away from tumblr as well as hiding from my public twitter for a private one.
i think i've hit that stage in my life where i realized everybody i care about has already taken off in their own directions and i'm left behind. thing is, i'm older than everybody else. so on top of having very few people to rely on anymore, i'm very far behind in life from my peers. it's depressing.
honestly, the thought of deleting everything and finding a new site to wander brings me great joy. the moment i find a good site, i think i'm going to for sure delete my public/art blogs and maaaaaybe keep my fandom blog. since that's a separate account and it's mostly just fanart i see.
as for twitter, i only don't want to delete it because it has a lot of pictures since 2011. and no real way to save all those pics. 8( so i guess i'll just hang out on my private twitter till i feel strong enough to chill with people again.
idk man. being online is making me angry and antisocial. maybe i'm just frustrated at how stunted my growth is socially and artistically. especially with amazingly talented people around me that seem to just charm the pants off people and have people just come up to them. i have neither skill. i don't live a very fulfilled life. i'm not a very good person. i guess this is karma for something i've done in the past. a punishment that's not one that gets empathy, one that people can say "'well just talk to people and practice more!""; one that can put the blame on me and me alone. what a punishment. what did i do in a past life lol!
oh well. i only got one life. it'd be easier to get hit by a car and die, but that's asking too much for a simple way out. and if i've learned anything about myself, it's that i'm not very good at taking the simple way out. i make everything overly complicated. and somehow, the thought of not being able to bring joy to people's lives but maybe misery, annoyance, frustration? somehow, that makes me feel a little better?
if i can't do one, i might as well be myself and do the other. not a whole bunch i can do, lmfao. my very existence seems to be brushed off so what does it truly matter what i do? i hide easily in the crowds and when i think of it that way, i do get a smug little grin on my face. what can i do with such a power? oh well. the most i'm going to do is struggle to find my voice and my smile. ones that i can be proud of; not ones that prove i'm existing.
but that's enough of that hehe!! i haven't gotten so personal on this blog in such a long, long time. again, only a couple of people actually read this, and it's basically people i don't mind knowing these clouded feelings. so i guess i really don't care talking about these things on such a public blog; when it comes to me, my feelings and my thoughts. well, no matter how public they're broadcasted, they remain pretty private. which is kinda neat-
also hell ya age differences
uHM YA ANYWAYS. U vU anybody who DOES read my rant, don't worry about me. i feel better after letting off some steam. but for reals tho. if you know another site to wander that'll replace tumblr that replaced deviantart that replaced gaia online in my heart lols, that'd be grand smh.
oK YA G'NIGHT
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