[ JUL 21 - 22 ] [ 2018 ]

FDSFJ;HF DROP AND GO

rylan's lil bro, landon!!

ok night hflkjsf

[ JUL 16 - 17 ] [ 2018 ]

T oT must sleep weh

a couple of freebs on gaia!

aND A WIP!!! i rarely post wips whoooaaaaaa also this pose killed me what am i doign tearplzzz night

[ JUL 15 ] [ 2018 ] nsfw

T oT tears plz i gotta be up early, weh

FHLSDKJFHSFKHJS SLAPPED

i think the collar is a good look for rylan, ahahaha, SUDDEN PLOT DEVELOPMENT IN HIS STORY REALLY WORKS AGAINST HIM, BUT HE'LL DEAL WITH IT FSDJFHSDF SOMEHOW,

ko-fi commissions for the same person!! ^ q^

some nsfw of aubrey dsfkjhdskjfdhsfs I LOVE HER CURLS,,, CRIES,, okface,,, bed,, yes,,, tears

[ JUL 14 - 15 ] [ 2018 ]

FDSFHSKLJHFSDF I SHOULD BE SLEEPING

HLDKSJHSF RANDOM DYNAMIC POSING WITH RYLAN ft. his bad luck lol

AND A LIL CHEEB CORDELIA, i like to think of her as a lil owl hehe

HFLKSDJHFSDF FINALLY DREW HOW I SEE AUBREY GROWING UP INTO?? giving up holding on to the bits of her she really found normality in. i think she finally gives up and just becomes another productive member of the zombie apocalypse.

she def goes back to her old 17 yr old ways and is a bit more emotionally cut off.

im sure this is her closer to 40's?? definitely not the cute, round and loving girl she was trying to protect.

but ok,,, sleep,,, ya,,, CRIES

[ JUL 13 - 14 ] [ 2018 ]

BED EARLY I TOLD MYSELF, staring at the clock at 1:30am screams

HASDFKLJ MADE CUTE LIL MATCHING ICONS FOR SONIA AND RYLAN for no reason other than playing with round cheeb styles

more practice with this round style!!! with chance, REALLY RANDOMLY!!!

AND THEN RANDOMLY DREW NECROMANCER SHILOH!!! but i made up stuff bc ahaha we haven't designed anybody 7 years later fdhlkfjhdsfkhdsf

ok im gonna lseep but really imma do crossword puzzles lmfao night!!

[ JUL 12 - 13 ] [ 2018 ]

fshdfkjshfdf MY TOOTH RANDOMLY HURTS??? rude.

FDSJKLFHSDF FINISHED SONIA TO MATCH RYLAN!!!!

AND THEN I SPENT THE NEXT 4 HOURS CRYING ABOUT AUBREY

aubrey and her rose tinted glasses~

AHKLJSHFKSJF I CRIED THRU LIKE 70% OF MAKING THIS DRAWING I SWEAR i feel like i have so much to say about her, but i just end up repeating myself and making a fool outta myself and her??

i do think it'd be interesting to see how she'd have carried on with her personality in p1??? the stoic, emotionally cut off girl she was?? before finding ryan/manny/elise??

tho tbh, a lot of heartache could have been saved if she wasn't afraid of what a ticking time bomb daichi was?? i do wonder if like... us wanting everybody paired off played against aubrey tho??

if aubrey had fought back or stood her ground, what would he have done? shut her out, more than likely right? find a way to say fine, it's over! then what? nobody else was going to reach out to him?? she was kinda instalocked in a way?? sure couples broke up and all that, but after spending literally years together you kinda actually DO fall in love?? if you let it happen?

and if he HAD found somebody else that he was honestly happy with, i think that'd hurt her just as badly. she'd feel like she'd failed him and herself, that she didnt' do enough, that she SHOULDN'T have snapped.

not to mention he had intense issues inside his head, she literally feared for the safety of the community if he was left to his own devices after a more than likely bitter breakup. it was easier to just sit in silence with him and every once in a while take a sharp snapback from him than let him go and snap- you know, kinda like how he did in the end, that resulted in his death.

she's really just filled with contraries. she isn't sure which side to act on? and she feels nobody forgives her, that everybody judges her. and she knows what sort of person daichi is, she figured he'd break up point blank if he really didn't want to be with her. she was relying on that honesty.

somehow, everything just feels like her fault. she died a lonely old age carrying all of his burdens in the end. and having everybody judge her for hoping he has a pleasant rest. she displays all the symptoms of an abused spouse, just without the physical scars.

in the end, i think she felt that a girl like her can fall in love with a guy like him... but a guy like him needs nor wants to do with a girl like her. and i think that hurts her the most? she's tired of always trying, always wanting things that require the help of somebody else. she wants to be selfish, but she can't act on it.

aubrey will never, ever, hear "i love you" in the way she yearned to hear it. not honestly, anyways. her life was always a sham, a cruel joke to pay for a crime she never committed. she wishes she could be selfish like him and things work out how she wanted it in the end, lashing out and getting what she deserves.

but instead she suffers too.

she wonders if there was ever a world where he loved her but she didn't love him. she wonders how it went. did he try to win her over? did he ignore her and run away? did he just snap and murder her? she'll never know, but in a universe of infinite possibilities, she finds it hard to believe there's even one where he loved her- and treated her like he loved her.

that's just asking too much; she's not allowed to be that selfish, after all.

[ JUL 11 - 12 ] [ 2018 ]

HIT AND RUN BC I MUST SLEEP

HFDKLSHFDSF I WANNA MAKE FIRE EMBLEM KEYCHAINS with one side being the regular outfit and the flip being their torn outfits ahahah

BUT SINCE I DONT MAKE MERCH ILL SETTLE FOR DOING IT OF OCS FHDKLJSFHDJSKFHF LMFAO!!!

okface i wasnt finished with my monthly aubrey pic so tomorrow!! gnight

[ JUL 10 ] [ 2018 ]

so hungry T oT

takumi!!! HIS FE:H SUMMER OUTFIT IT'S SO CUTE i love my shitty husband

also drew rachel from angels of death! mostly cause she's 100% my aesthetic lols fhdlsfkhskjfhdsf!! i'm also using this as an experiment to see different shading styles?? today i finished my style, cell shading. gonna try soft shading tomorrow?? later??

HUFFS GREATLY i love drawing skies to much,,, T oT/// esp starry night skies man ahahaha!! rylan on sonia sharing a somber but trusting moment!

HUFFS IM COUGHING A LOT FROM INHALING SOME CHILI IN STEAM FORM so imma lay down before i die lol gniiightt

[ JUL 9 ] [ 2018 ]

T oT sleeping early today, weh

EHEHEHE FINISHED RYLAN!!! my new son

AND A SOFT CORDELIA!!!! with her power of ice hehe. T oT gonna make food we'll see if i draw after that

AS USUAL I COULDNT FINISH WHAT IM WORKING ON BC I MUST SLEEP GGGGHHH GNIGHT

[ JUL 8 - 9 ] [ 2018 ]

uguuu i've been wearing my hair up lately since it's very hot, but i have A LOT of hair so it just hurts TT;;

RYLAN IS MADE!!!! he only appears in part2, of soren's story?? considering his power and connections tho, it's entirely possible he was near in the first story at rando times!

and a cheeb of rylan!! ^ q^

some rylan and sonia!!! lol fhdklsjfhsdkfjhsdf im sure he has a ton of enemies SO HE JUST WEARS HIS HOOD BC OBV THAT WILL SAVE HIM

tbh it kinda might, since he wears a different outfit altogether to go gambling lol

IM NOT DONE WITH THE OTHER PIECE I DREW SO ILL UPLOAD WHEN I FINISH BYEEE

[ JUL 1 - 2 ] [ 2018 ] NSFW

holy SHIT it's july???

i finished soren!!!! MY SON!!!

AND I FINALLY DID RENALDO'S BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER!!! cordelia, she goes by her full name and is no nonsense.

AND THEN I PUT THE SOREN'S TOGETHER AND ADDED A BG!!! i love skies, and tho soren is the epitome of the sun... he does have a dark underbelly of himself... wheezes... just honestly wanted to do a sky with them fdhsfklhsdf

AND THEN I WAS TLAING TO RIEKA ABOUT HOW SOREN AND AU SOREN SWITCH BODIES??? and au soren is not ready to be really gay with alister, that did not happen in his universe LOL

FHLSKJSF TRYNA DESIGN A NEW BOY FOR THIS STORY TOO!! ^_^ made this year,  i just wanted to claim sonia as mine and since soren went gay and had no interest in her, i had to start from scratch haha

AND HERE'S THE NSFW, au soren in soren's body. he didnt wanna draw attention that he's not the real soren so he slept with alister and he was not prepared lol

OKFACE

GOTTA SLEEP, idk if i can draw tomorrow hfklhfdskjhsdf CLOSES EYES, GOT STUFF TO DO FOR THE MADRE

gnight