[ FEB 26 - 28 ] [ 2019 ]

fasdhldsjf oh no one of my teeth has been hurting but i'm still sick and i'mma be out of town in a couple of weekends ;;; pls don't

touchan always gonna be worried souchan got a gay thing for him... LOL

souchan isn't like ark or smth tho, ark wants a manly man lol! he's in that devin category (tho not necessarily as... beefy needs, he just wants a MAN)... i think he's got messy het ppl tendencies LOL, he'd prolly sleep around if he REALLY couldn't hold back no more

NEW PKMN GAME HYPE but i drew chance, lmfao, my shitty little boy pkmn trainer!! ^ q^

SDHFKJLSDFHSDJKF JUST KNOW I BLAME RIEKA FOR THIS

hfksdfhsdfsf cOLORS!!!

his name is kazra btw

trying to help rieka decide her oc colors sdhlkjfhsdfsf by putting him next to mine fhskdfljsf

FSDHLKJSHSDF OK OK BED NIGHT

[ FEB 25 - 26 ] [ 2019 ]

i'm distracted watching youtube rn hflksdjfhdsfjk

^ 7^ renee and riho!! she drew renee in anime style fhdlkjsdfh LOL FCKING WEEB

fhlsdkfsdf RANDOM ASS NORA!! I just wanted to draw her dress!! ^ q^

OK I DIDN'T FINISH MY LAST PIECE BUT I'M P TIRED so gnightt

[ FEB 24 - 25 ] [ 2019 ]

i keep coughing up nasty stuff hflksjhfsdf hhhghhh, at least i'm almost over my flu!!

^ q^ started off with kassina as a warm up, i love this girl so much. TT///// i need to draw her more often. anyways in the end she crumpled under pressure and her own feelings but we always forget she was like... 17 or some shit... and an orphan... she always did things for others, always fought for other people, doing what she thought was right for others

never thinking about herself or her feelings, and when somebody finally won her heart, it ruined her life (and his).

MY GIRL KANON!!! i love this girl, i just like her design hhh

an aubrey!! her marksmanship is top notch, and  she's quite confident in it~

and then here is london LOL, or fate if you wanna call  her. anyways she's so confused by human antics, why do we die so easily or stupidly LOL

ALMOST FORGOT MY BOY SILAS. in the beginning he's pretty lanky and lean muscle, but as the story progresses he ends up bulking a lot more and getting a bit stockier. he wears a black spandex undershirt for my absolute pleasure so i can make bara tiddy jokes

thank u for ur service silas

DHNFCKDLSJFHSDF i know i've drawn souchan in a dress before but new comp, needs a new piece of art that's got him cross dressing LOL

him and yuiko are almost the same size, he can feasibly wear her uniform!!

OK FHSDLKJFSDHF IT'S LATE G'NIGHT

[ FEB 23 - 24 ] [ 2019 ]

FSDFGHLSKDFHSF OF COURSE NOW I FEEL MYSELF SLOWLY GETTING OUT OF ART BLOCK TODAY AND IT'S 2 FRIENDS BDAYS //WEEPS INTO HANDS

edit from idola no circus!!! ^ q^ all i did was put hiro (or is it haru who knows) over the girl and edit it up fdshlkfhasdfkdshf

haruk@ rapped idola no circus and it was such a good fit for their voices, and so i decided to draw them onto it!?!? or more like edit but u know u know

some designs!!!

rimi had a name but no face for a long time! ^ q^ now she does!! she has minty ice cream is what i call it hfalsdkfhsdjkf don't let her cute looks fool you tho, she's just raised by weirdos and came out weird lol, she's quite tsuntsun!

and juno is just here to kill just point her blade in the right direction! ^^

not 100% official refs but... it's p damn close, might tweak some details and colors but that's it!?

FSDHLKFJSDFSDF I PRESENT TO YOU YUIKO AND IKKI!! it is my dream that the boy band and girl band have to do duets... and ikki has the most feminine voice out of the boys... contrast to yuiko's very boyish voice... pls...

anyways they're gonna sing Pride Revolution plz listen Honeyworks is life

link to nnd bc idk if it's on yt :((

GNIGHTTT

[ FEB 21 ] [ 2019 ]

FSDHLKFHSD STILL SICK...

i've really taken to drawing riho lately??? she's so... expressive hflsdkhfskhdf LOL!! i'm bored easily by high school aged characters/stories these days, they're stupidly unrealistic (not in terms of story, but in terms of the characters, their knowledge, their maturity, their experiences) but sometimes i'll come back to my younger ocs like huh ur kinda fun to draw LOL

^ q^ random cheeb art trade with rieka!! i decided to do her demi, part 2 outfit! i like to imagine the clover is frmo (AU) soren who told her that with a little luck, he'd fix her yet.

HRGH OK OK IM TIRED GNIGHTT

[ FEB 20 ] [ 2019 ]

fsdhfsdklhf the flu is kicking my butt

TT awful art block so an aubrey!!

rando silas cause i can't draw regular rn! TT chibis are so easy for me to draw haha

GGGGGGNIGHT

[ FEB 14 - 15 ] [ 2019 ]

fjsdkfshdf i was too lazy to update yesterday ahahaha!!

valentine's day art!!! ^^ i did ruka and nikko bc nikko literally got time turned back (multiple times??) to save ruka!

tho not 100% the full reason (you know, with the apocalypse in the distance lol), ruka's death gives nikko the determination to make it back to the ones that can turn back time!

art trade with rieka!! her (hot but dead) nii-chan chara, yukio! tbh he doesnt appear in the story like this, only in his devil form, but i still love his alive appearance too much /////

ok BYUUU

[ FEB 6 - 7 ] [ 2019 ]

fshflskdhf iw as too tired last night to upload art ahaha

shortest and tallest ocs (excluding children)! ^ q^

kagami (15) stands at 4'11" and prolly won't get much taller lol. grant (mid 30s) stands at 6'5", towering over her! they aren't from the same story tho so there's that.

oh and raz up in the corner is 1'0", thousands of years old prolly lol. ^ q^ he's from grant's story, tho doesn't belong to grant!

and then oldest and youngest ocs! ^ q^

milo is 12 months old, his birthday having just passed. and portia is 4,981 years old! ^ q^ she's an eidolon, a mythical, immortal being. she actually IS from the same story as Milo, tho she'd have a difference appearance in his story. but yes, canonly, she did get to hold him!

finally finished this rando piece in my WIPs fehdaslkfsdf cause i have art block bad :((( rome!

OK OK GOTTA BE UP EARLY GNIGHTT

[ FEB 4 ] [ 2019 ]

 huffs work in the morning so another short draw day!!

13) ARE ANY OF YOUR OCS PARENTS?

silas!! ironic he's new 'cause i don't read the questions ahead of time, lol. the entire story revolves around silas and his 12 month old son, who is honestly the core of the plot.

while his son isn't anymore powerful than anybody else in the story- the powers he does have make him very tempting to certain organizations.

silas' story begins with his wife being murdered- finding out she actually was working undercover as a spy of sorts behind his back thanks to her very useful ability to read minds. word gets out amongst other enemy organizations, who then decide it's more useful to take her out and kidnap her son who inherited the ability.

thankfully, silas was being a proud father and showing him off at the time of her murder, so the boy wasn't kidnapped. now tho, silas is on the run to protect his son alongside friends, all while trying to explain he had nothing to do with his wife's murder and fighting off an organization with no face that he's never heard of before.

15) AN OC THAT'S HARD TO WRITE?

GOSH NIKKO AND ARLEN ARE DIFFERENT BOYS BUT??? I HAVE TRUOBLES SOMETIMES??

i chose these two considering they're from the same story and arguably show up at the same time (in fact, nikko's in the town to track arlen down). both boys are soft spoken and blank faced, who fall in love with another boy and refuse to go back to their hometown- which is the same hometown. but after that, they're kinda different?

arlen is much more likely to be bluntly honest. he hasn't any problems admitting his feelings for isa, and dedicates his life to him openly. nikko is much more shy in contrast, and it's hard to tell when he's trying to flirt, or if he's pretending he didn't notice you flirting with him or not.

i think arlen is also more likely to react with violence or jump the gun- but that's just a sad addition from his being raised as a child soldier. nikko was raised as an assassin, but had a lot more freedom and interactions with others.

OK FHLDKJHDSFSF GONNA SLEEP FOR WORK!!! ^ q^ night

[ FEB 3 ] [ 2019 ]

got work tomorrow so no late nights for me! not that i've been staying up late!??! i've been asleep no later than 10pm lately...

11) WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF KIND TO YOUR OCS?

copypasta lol!

Honestly? No, I wouldn't, lol. I know there's some holier than thou movement that argues we DON'T need to revel in the dark side of humanity, but I disagree. Fictional stories is how we experience these things, and if you want some make believe happy land, then by all means, make it! Don't think you're somehow that much better than somebody who revels in reality or drama?

In the past, I just straight up killed my OCs when I felt it was appropriate, lol. Of course, these days, I still have killed a few when I felt it was right (or if the story was written already knowing this death). But now, I've come to understand that sometimes living is worst than death, so now I like to sit and think how do they come to terms with their situation? Do they even GET to come to terms with their situation or let it eat you alive?

The world is not kind and sometimes you really aren't able to ever overcome a problem. Not everybody will achieve their dreams, nor will they peak or hit their ultimate happiness.

And that's ok- I like stories that show these sides of people. I don't need to feel worse about my own failures seeing fictional characters overcome stupidly difficult problems and become the ultimate being lol.

Looping back tho, ya no, I'm more or less not kind. Depends on the story tho! Stories without a plot, problems, grey areas, are boring and I don't want them, sorry lol.

12) AN OC YOU'VE KILLED.

i THINK ryusei is my latest death lol??? i honestly was so sad to let him die?? BUT IT FELT... RIGHT... //CRIES INTO HANDS!!

he dies for his girlfriend bc he's a VERY GOOD BOYFRIEND. tho now nobody is there to watch out for her, and she's in a very dangerous position so //PRAYERS FOR ICHIGO.

HERE IS MILO!! silas' only child! ^ q^ a very, VERY important character, actually, the entire story revolves around how everybody wants to kidnap this child lol.

DIDN'T FINISH MY LAST PIECE i'll shade it tomorrow gniiight

[ FEB 1 ] [ 2019 ] NSFW

I AM VERY TIRED AND HAVE WORK IN THE MORNING SO HERE U GO, i've been too lazy to upload each day ahahaha

ART TRADE WITH TABI OF HER OC SUSIE SCREAM such a cutie /// i actually really like how this came out!!

dfkjdsfhsf never did a piss commission, so this was new, found out i CAN  do it

there's also just a color swap with just straight cum fdshlfdsjkf BUT TOO LAZY TO EDIT THAT ONE AND UPLOAD, SO TAKE THIS VERSION?? least i proved to myself i can do it LOL

and then a raffle prize!!! ^ q^ from twitter!

oc designing

wITH INFO!!!1 ok night