TT;; so martini never came home, i still have hope (it's very small, but i will never give up). but now one of the kittens i hand raised, bottle fed myself after their mom died, has a very severe infection and pneumonia. i'm so scared i'm going to lose my little rome. i have faith that if he makes it through the next 2-3 days, he's gonna live. ;;
he doesn't look good though. i'm very stressed. TT;;; right now, he is staying in a nice and quiet vet office, so i only pray in the morning i don't get the dreaded call that i should ever hear for a kitten just shy of his 3 month bday.
martini was already taken from me, it's not fair if i lose rome, too. TT;; i've poured so much money into him just trying to get him to live. he deserves to live, and i refuse to give up on him.
i have good feelings though! he stood up and meowed when we went to see him in his oxygen tank. ;;; so he's got strength for that. he's been on meds, too, so that's good. all i can do is wait for the morning to see if he made it through- and i really believe my little boy can do it!!
so i'm trying to act normal- i feel like if i pretend all is okay and normal, it'll be good vibes and positive energy to get us both through this very hard time. TT;; so... been drawing...!!
though they're 35 and 34 respectively, they have the ability to turn back time. thus, it feels like they've lived a thousand years together.
mugi and souji! side charas, buT THEY'RE SO CUTE.. ME AND RIEKA COULDN'T HELP BUT WANTING TO SEE THEM TOGETHER!!
it was kinda nice to work on smth of this scale TT!! i haven't in a while haha
GGHHH OK... GNIGHT TT;;;; pray my baby makes it!!!
