Monday, July 15, 2019

[ JUL 15 ] [ 2019 ]

fsfshfkjh I'VE BEEN DRAWING,,, JUST DEPRESSED....

TT;; martini never came home. it's been over a month, and i haven't seen a sign of her. deep in my heart, i still haven't accepted maybe i'll never see her again. deep down i just FEEL like she's still alive, and i can't shake that feeling? maybe it's because she's incredibly street smart, incredibly healthy for her age (10!!! years old!!), and super cautious.

i live in a decent neighborhood, not very populated but not rural at all. i know it couldn't be a single wild animal. i really doubt it was a car (and if it was, we'd have seen it anyways). i'm assuming she ran off or somebody took her (and if this is the case, i 100% believe they adopted her).

maybe i can't believe she's gone, and i'm in denial? but this is really what i feel, and somehow i feel like there IS still a chance i'll find her, that she'll come back home weeks later and all will be forgiven. TT i can only hope.

so, that's why i haven't been posting much, i'm so distracted. on top of working 6 days a week- and on my one day off, i'm forced to babysit my niece and nephew lol. TT;; mucho busy, mucho antisocial.

BUT YA... OC TIME!!










HFLKJSDFH A TON OF OC REFS!!!!!

they are all from the same story, and only one has an outfit breakdown!

petra breakdown!!

originally she didn't have cat ears/tail but then we decided she'd be paired off with rieka's ryder, who i said if she got with him i'd edit her to have cat ears fhadlskjhfsdkf so here we are fhladksjfh LOL

yulian headshot for funsies!

i was tryna decide what kinda outfit to give kazuki lol



tryna make stickers!! so far i only have done nikko, ruka and ark!! i got sidetracked designing after that lol dshlfkjsdfh

Bridget breakdown!! ^ q^

and daigo breakdown!! he has an extra chibi on his ref bc i felt his tan lines were very important to show!!!

another breakdown!! ^ q^ i've done all the breakdowns today (sans petra)!

OK OK IM TIRED... GNIGHT

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