Monday, December 31, 2012

| 12/30-12/31 | NSFW/HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!

^ v^ Do you have plans for New Year's Eve? I don't. LOL. Gosh how long have I kept this art blog going? I'm a little proud of myself for being so diligent about updating it! I feel this blog is a part of me, and I sincerely hope those of you that visit once, twice, or diligently check this blog, are enjoying my art and maybe even my spazzy text lol.

Ahhh I did another Gaia commission! Lately I've gotten really active on Gaia. ^ v^ I hope that taking many commissions will help me improve more and more!

OC belongs to Ninjy-chan @ Gaia Online!

I did a fanart trade with Rieka! * ^* She drew me Yamazaki, and I drew her Kanzen from Kanzen Hanzai Love Letter aka Perfect Crime Love Letter. Ahhh I was really nervous drawing him, I'm scared to draw characters I don't know or series I don't know!

In the need, I got really into it lol. When I see it super small, I feel proud of it. I think I'll submit this on the new year lol. Might fix the BG for that though! January 1, baby!

HOW DO LIGHT SOURCE? AND SOFT SHADE?????

And then I forgot how we got on the topic but me and Rieka were talking about Kanzen being top or bottom and she said he's top.


Don't let me get into your fandoms I will troll you. AT LEAST WITH RIEKA I DO.

And now I win, she's okay with him being bottom.

It didn't feel right not completing the set, so I quickly did this for Rieka lol. SUDOKU AS I KEEP FUCKING CALLING HIM IN MY HEAD HDJKFLAHDSF Kodoku.

Keeping the night with boys since that's what I've drawing all day lol.

I asked Rieka to pick a random boy. She said Colt. We were talking about fetishes and beat up boys and yeaaaaaah lol this was the result.

I got sidetracked with porn weh.

Lol we got on the topic of Tetsu wanting to touch Colt and Jennifer (+Leo for that matter lol). And thus this picture.

Jennifer REALLY doesn't wanna touch him wow, gross, ew, what a loser. She'd rather touch CJ than Tetsu.

Okay. BEDTIME.

Sunday, December 30, 2012

| 12/29-12/30 |

Haaaaaaaa my tooth, I cannot wait to get it fixed. OTL It hurts something awful! Okay well. More like. It's a very standable, though constant pain. I can't eat very much.

q vq gotta withstand this for almost another two weeks though! I can do it! In other news, I changed my art tumblr blog url. I better update all my links.

Sooooooo I've always really adored Kamui and Takasugi, okay. I don't really talk about my love for them (especially Takasugi, if only because there's very little of him in the manga/animu). BUT YEAH WOW CUTIES.

And while looking for a new icon for Tumblr, while showing pictures of Gintama, I accidentally got Rieka to ship it. Which I'm totally okay with this shipping. I'm totally okay with almost all Gintama ships, honestly. ^ v^ Gintama is like. The only series where I'm okay with nearly anything, wow. OT3's included.

But yeaaaaahhh lol. I like fun pictures with Takasugi, they make me lol because he's so stern and serious all the time. Idk if I like it enough to line it, I'm happy with Kamui, not so much Takasugi!

Wow I'm really happy with this? 8 78 //cries into hands/

My OC Brigette~ Haven't seen her in a while! I really wanna work on people facing the left and making limbs more... anatomically correct lol.

I fixed up her skin tone, too! She's half black, and I really wanted it to show. I think this is much better, it's a really deep, pretty color I think. /// * ^* Wow gosh. Really happy with it.

ROFL I WAS GONNA OFFER WAIST UPS ON GAIA. THIS WAS JUST SUPPOSED TO BE A QUICK SAMPLE AND THEN I GOT INTO IT AND AHHHHH I doubt I'll sell them on Gaia lol. I wouldn't even know how to price this, I haven't sold nice art there in yeaaaarrsss lol.

A'IGHT NIGHT.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

| 12/28-12/29 |

Ahhhh I spent much of today browsing Gaia, lol. Buying items is addicting! * ^* It makes me want to offer really nice things to rake in a lot of gold, but I don't think anybody would offer what I'd price my really nice art at lol.

LOL THIS IS MY HAREM ON GAIA LOL.

* ^* I'm the tsundere princess, and I have Aku, Viv, Six and Rie as my harem lololol. Aku is the flirt, Viv is the moe tsundere, Six is the troll and Rie's the yandere childhood friend.

Ahhh finished this finally! Rieka's Ayumu to the left and my Miichan to the right! * ^*

I like to say they're on a date heh heh heh-

Lol back to asks because I'm laaaazzzzyyyyy. Some Jimmy~ Omg this is the first ask to him and the first ask I answered to that story!

Omg Derek plsssss. Lol I can't wait to use him! * ^* He hunts game for fun, mwa ha ha but now he'll be hunting people!

KINOSHITA AMANE. ANTI-ENVY.

Do you know why saints are rare and few in number? Because they're special. Do you know why their numbers have dwindled down as the years come up to the present? Because this is a filthy world. The perfect breeding ground for sin.

It's possible to find somebody who is absent of a sin, in fact, the complete opposite! That doesn't mean it's not possible to awaken that filth inside them. It just takes one moment to become envious of another.

Kinoshita here had no envies in the world. She was content with her life, even if she was below the poverty line and homeless. How funny, it wasn't material possessions that filled her heart, it was others!

If the apple of her eye truly does pursue any sort of attachment- negative or positive- to that outsider Mai, then her heart turns green.

Thus, her ENVY was born.

KENNEDY COLTON. ANTI-SLOTH.


Humans work themselves to the bone just to be good people. And for what? To get into Heaven? If only saints are permitted, you'll all burn in hell!! You might as well do as you please without remorse!

Kennedy never gave himself a moment to sit and relax. It wasn't quite his thing. Humans are strange, and give into temptation easily. It just takes one sweet sip from the nectar of sin and it's game over. Welcome to the underground.

It starts harmlessly. Missing a day of school. Then missing practice. Student council meetings. Chores. All to laze about. That's right, give into that temptation!

He just needs to make one slip up like that to cave into that. With a body as worked into the ground as his own, it's craving for that leisurely lifestyle. And when he does, he'll collapse under the rest of the sins. Gluttony, greed, all of it!

Thus, his SLOTH is born.

HUNTER DEREK. GREED.

You know what's really strange? Doing something for somebody else, without getting anything in return. Why go out of your way to help somebody else, and gain nothing in return? Why not keep it for yourself and make yourself happy?

To somebody whose always had everything he ever wanted, it's easy to see how he'd be demanding and unwilling to bend to other's pleas. What's his is his and what's your's will soon be his as well. The deep desire for possessions, both material as well as emotional, people, need, any of it. Wanting it all for yourself. That is normal, yes?

Hunter never really thought about others. His family worked their way up, and while he did hardly a thing to earn the money, it all falls into his lap. Multiple homes, boats, cars, vacations, you name it, he has it or has done it.

What if one day, he saw a charity to something he liked. Perhaps thinking of a family member who died of cancer, a beloved pet he once had, anything! And decides to donate to that cause. The feeling can be intoxicating to humans, it's truly a strange effect. He gives again, and again, this time to more charities he likes.

Maybe even to people and schools. Anything, really! Giving it to those who need it more than himself. Losing that inner greed and turning it into charity.

Thus, his GREED was destroyed.

HATHOWAY JENNIFER. PRIDE.

It's funny how begging comes perfectly natural to some and to others, it's their worst fear. One side sees it as something that must be done, the other sees it as something that's to be completely avoided at all costs.

Even something so simple as asking for directions can be their worst nightmare, to somebody whose filled with pride in themselves. While their confidence is admirable, sometimes it crosses over into cocky territory, isn't that funny! It is true, too much of a good thing becomes bad.

Hathoway here, she stands taller than everybody else. Her aura pushes past "confident" is goes straight into "I'm better than you," if that doesn't say pride, that her mere presence can do that, then I don't know what does! She refuses to ask for help, refuses to beg, refuses to put herself in a place where she needs to rely on others.

Wouldn't it be the best if she had to fall to her knees and rub her face in the dirt? Apologize! Beg! Yes, that's the remedy for a prideful girl. But when you break that intimidating wall, everything else just seems so easy. Asking for a little help at first, shaking off that mindful glare. Becoming a confident, friendly woman. Becoming a new person.

Thus, her PRIDE was destroyed.

NISHIMURA RITSUKO. GLUTTONY.

When you really like something, you can't help but over-indulge, right? Some people really enjoy food. Others really enjoy alcohol. Some people love shopping. Some like make up. Even some enjoy feeling pain, a glutton for punishment. It doesn't matter what you enjoy, if you have a huge intake of it, you're a glutton.

Food is extremely common, it's probably the first thing that comes up with "gluttony." In first world countries, we're so spoiled! We can afford to throw away hundreds of dollars a year per household of food, meanwhile in some countries children pass away from famine every day.

Nishimura is a glutton for much of the above. She enjoys her food, and her plump figure shows that. She also enjoys the night life, lavish lifestyle, cigarettes, alcohol. A mixture of a classy lady and a modern party girl. Could so much of a good thing end up completely reversing into a bitter taste? Perhaps it no longer tastes good?

Maybe it's a concern for her weight. Or her budget. Or her reputation. It doesn't matter what it is, it just takes a plan in her head. No more alcohol! No more partying! I'll quit smoking. Only one sweet thing a week. Humans like to better themselves. If she, too, falls prey to this, only one thing is for certain. She'll moderate her intake of what she likes.

Thus, her GLUTTONY was destroyed.

WALLACE RUTH. WRATH.

I call bullshit on the human that tells me they have never felt anger before. Even if no violence escalated from it, everybody has felt that pang of anger deep down. Annoyance is always the first step in that direction.

Anger has no volume, and even the smallest of children can hold the deepest, most painful, most terrifying wrath. A child is innocent, that is what we're taught. But if you scar that foundation, if you mar the insides, that child is impressionable, that child will crack to the inner sins they were incubating.

Wallace is a child born to bitter parents. Not idea, but sadly not uncommon. Physical, emotional and mental abuse all under the same roof to one child. Where does all that negative energy go? It festers below the surface, and sometimes it hits that limit and finally bursts forth.

But what if somebody reached out to her? Somebody who took her under their wing, who stopped the abuse, who provided that shoulder she never had? Somebody who she looked forward to see, somebody she could rely on.

Perhaps that negative energy would melt away. Perhaps she'd have the strength to smile because she knows that she'll be just fine, somebody cares. There's no need to be angry anymore, dear child.

Thus, her WRATH was destroyed.

Friday, December 28, 2012

| 12/27-12/28 |

Ahhh spent most of my afternoon playing ZOMG on Gaia ah ha ha. Randomly tried it out with Viv and JESUS IT'S REALLY ADDICTING HFDKADLJHFDKJSFSADF. //ROLLS OVER AND CRIES WHY DO I GET MYSELF INTO THESE THINGS WHEN I WANNA OPEN RL COMS????

Finished that Gaia com! orz I suck so hard at drawing that hair nope I shouldn't draw it no more.

Omg I really love Himawari lol. She's such a weird girl, with her nosebleeds and yeah lol.

Really random doodle lol. Just drew it to a song. * ^*

I like drawing Rin dying.

AHHH my favorite version, the really fast one. Because it really is like his life flashing before his eyes lol.

each frame:


Congrats on the babies!
Triplets are the cutest!
I wanna hold them!
Aw, he yawned.
They all look so alike!
So handsome!
She'll be gorgeous!
Look at them sleep!

His first step!
My lazy babies!
Walk for mommy!
C'mon Rin-chan!
Rio and Riya haven't walked, either!
Ha ha, he thinks I'm playing!

School isn't so bad!
Mommy and daddy love you!
Don't give such sad faces!
Have fun!
Have a good first day!
Make lots of friends!

We look so cool with glasses!
I can see clear now!!
I like them lots!
Nii-chan doesn't look cooler than me!
Nor does Nee-chan!
We look smart, huh?
Thank you mommy!
Thank you daddy!

We'll do our best!
We graduated elementary school!
We did it!!!
I'm so old...
I'll get better grades.
Don't we look spiffy?
We're moving on up in the world!!

They got in trouble...
... again...
I'm not bailing them out this time.
I told them I was the angel!
Heh heh I'll tell mom and dad!
They'll die of boredom.
Poor Nee-chan and Nii-chan.
I knew you well!!


Why do we never dress up Riya!?
I do not look like a girl!!
Skirts are uncomfortable...
Aren't you guys hungry?
It'd look better on Riya.
Can we do something else-?





Our presents!!
I bet I got a cooler gift.
Lets leave out cookies and milk for Santa.
What do you think we got?
I want gingerbread cookies...
I hope it's that book I wanted.
Hey! Don't call me a nerd!



Somebody's touching my butt!!!
Nee-chan and Nii-chan are heavy.
Are you falling asleep?!
Nee-chan!! Get up!!
MOOOOM HELP!!!
Can we do something else?
I'll give you guys a hug?



Good night, Rio-nee-chan.
Good night, Riya-nii-chan.
I love you.

Thursday, December 27, 2012

| 12/26-12/27 |

Amgggg went to see the dentist today. * ^*;; Need to go back though, weh. What a pain. But at least they worked a bit on the tooth and got me some pain killers. Codeine though, that'll knock me out. orz

Ahhhh gaia commission lol.

Another lol uuugh not feeling so hot on this one. orz orz orz!!!

Felt like drawing some sadder pictures rofl. Started light, with Kisa. :v She's kinda dejected, that's all.

Ahhh, her gift got rejected, so she's... not bitter. Dejected. LOL. Roy doesn't celebrate Christmas, and she didn't think to ask if he did so she got him a gift. And was rejected, because he doesn't celebrate.

I guess in her head, this gift represents rejection, so I can see her ripping the paper up and throwing the whole thing out, simply because she doesn't want to see it anymore.

If she really wants to, she'll hide her real emotions till she's alone to let them out. Argue that her crush was obvious, she kind of wanted it to be. Something like this though, she'd want to keep to herself.

Ahhh Jin, always taking any opportunity to break her down.

She was aware of the rumors of a teacher committing suicide, and was a little worried since Hyousuke hadn't been answering his phone since the night before. But Jinsey reported to her, and she knew it was the truth. He likes to pull at her leg, but he doesn't stretch the truth to make her upset. He always tells the truth.

Ahhh ha ha Miyu you are your own brand of retarded, legit.

WEH OKAY. MIGHT OPEN COMS TOMORROW BECAUSE WEH MONEY WOES WEH. g'niiiight

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

| 12/25-12/26 |

I hope everybody is having a great Christmas! * ^* Or whatever holidays you celebrate, be it a religious one or just savoring the fact you got the day off, lol!

But yeaaah lets get started!

Ahhhhh a Gaia com for Cutesu! q aq One day I'll learn to draw people upright ah ha ha. I was trying to make it look like she's swiveling her hips or something. But yeah it just looks fail omg. //CRIES INTO HANDS

LOL doing some asks! Poor Haru. But not really what a LOOOOSSSEERR.

LOL Now that Van realizes they're cousins, all their pretend-gayness is really weird to him.

Ahhh Amelia didn't have that on her mind at all, Taila! >___<

LOL Crystal likes to act like Chris isn't Vince's son, too.

Omg Caiden's really sad omg. Shiro touched him. NO. BIT HIM. OMG. //WATCHES HIM FALL TO DESPAIR

LOL Mina likes books, but don't mean she reads them all.

LOL stupid goat stupid backwater hick town.

Omg this fatty lol.


Omg whose hitting Minoru- //EYESQUINT AT ANON

Omg my poor baby I forgot I already used the name Takashi and YEAH WEH.

Joel finds himself in women's clothing a lot...
Major bitch mode on ahhhh ha ha which is always.

Omg Kei never drew you "cute" before omg.

Eh heh heh Minoru just tells it like it is!

LOL They pull off each other's outfits really well!

AHHH HA HA I LOVE HOW BIG A DICKBAG JOEL IS OKAY. Okay yes he does not care about your feelings, he's gonna tell it like it is and if you don't like it, you shouldn't have freakin' asked okay THAT IS JOEL'S THING. \o/

WELPDUNNO IF I CAN SEE A DENTIST TOMORROW WEH.GONNA TRY.BYUUU~~